If I Could Meet You Just One More Time
I thought it was a dream.
Walking down the usual path on my way home at night,
the scenery I should have been so familiar with looked a little different.
The air was glowing softly,
as if time were slowly unraveling.
Suddenly, I stopped in my tracks.
Standing just ahead was a silhouette.
There was no way I could have mistaken them.
Because it was the person I had always wanted to see.
โโIf I could meet you just one more time.
If I were able to see you,
I must have thought over and over again about what I would say.
I tried to call your name,
but my voice wouldn't come out right.
Instead, that person smiles just a little.
โIt's been a whileโ
It was a voice I missed.
I take one step closer.
They, too, take just one step closer in the same way.
The distance between us is so close that I could almost touch you,
yet for some reason, I cannot get any closer.
I reach out my hand.
You reach out your hand in the same way.
Our fingertips gently overlap.
I should have felt you,
and though there was a definite warmth there,
at the same time, there was a sense that you might vanish at any moment.
"Have you been well?"
That was the only mundane thing I could think to say.
But you just nodded quietly.
"Yes. I've been watching over you all along."
With those words,
what I had locked deep inside my heart begins to unravel.
The wind passes through gently.
The light begins to fade, little by little.
I realize that the end is near.
Hey.
I call out, without thinking.
I felt like I had to say it this time, for sure.
"Thank you"
I managed to put just that into words.
The other person looked a little surprised,
and then, they smiled gently.
In that moment, the sensation at my fingertips suddenly lightens.
As if the light were unraveling,
that figure slowly faded away.
I did not think to hold them back.
Because by now, I understood it clearly.
This was,
the answer to the night I wished,
if only I could meet you one more time.
Before I knew it, I was back on the usual night road.
Even so,
something warm remained deep within my chest.
If I could meet you just one more time.
The feelings I had when I thought that,
have already quietly unraveled.
It's not because I was able to meet you.
It's because I was able to properly tell you.

I participated in Mikan Katagiri's prompt ๐๏ธโจ๏ธ
