English Novel『 Graduation』　　　　①Hello－Nice－ BY Mayuko Nishiyama　作：西山麻由子

1.  Hello - Nice -

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　BY Mayuko Nishiyama
 
I woke up by my alarm clock. I didn’t know how many times it rang. But anyway, I left the bed and tuned on the radio. Conditions were not bad, but far from satisfaction.
Outside the window many clouds were floating by and were contrasted by the blue sky. The sight seemed that I was caught before. That happened not usually, but occasionally. This feeling went into my unconscious memory, knocked on my brain and opened the door.
People may say I am superstitious. My extension is not reach to the trifles. So you should not pay much attention toward me.
 
Is God to be or not to be? Through my childhood and adolescence years were blew by heavy wind and something has gone. Regrettable, but it cannot turn back. That is my recognition of God. Famous singer may sing, “God was dead. We all are ordinary.”
 
On the roof-tops looking upon the sky I used to murmur and feel alone. “What has happened? Why did it occur?” Only questions have fallen on me. It was useless, but it was the very all I could. Beyond the human-effort things would happen by all means. Against these myths, or people may say ‘fate’, I was in vain.
I learned my limit. So I was reborn on our planet.

 (to be continue)