Iron Armor and Lead Curtains | A Project by cofumi

We just made eye contact
don't get the wrong idea

Our hands just brushed
don't misunderstand

I never said
that I liked you

I never said
that I loved you

Don't come near me
don't touch me

Don't talk to me
don't see me anymore

I am always
better off alone

Even if it's just a bluff
I'm better off alone

I won't belong
to anyone

And I won't let anyone
touch me

And I won't let anyone
get in my way

That is how
I have lived
just bluffing

Wearing
iron armor

Drawing
a lead curtain

Whether that is good or bad
I do not know

But in truth
I always want someone

To unlock
the key to my heart

Between the loneliness
that makes it hard to breathe

and the bluffing
that is about to overflow

I cannot even breathe
and I am just
crouching here

Please let me participate in cofumi's project for the first time in a while. Thank you.

By the way, I would like the vocals to be female and the song to be up-tempo, please🙏✨ If that's not possible, I'll leave the style of the song up to you, cofumi-san😊

Update on 9/17

cofumi-san has turned this poem into a song for me😊🙌

It's incredibly cool, so please give it a listen! (Please only listen to it. Kindly refrain from downloading the song.)