☕ I was asked 'How's it going, doing note?', so I tried answering honestly

Eeeek💕

Nozomi-san is hosting a fun project,
and Sakuran-san joined in,
so Ayappe,
lured by the scent of excitement...

please let me join too!! ( *´艸｀)

Nozomi-san's project article for this time is here👇

Sakuran-san's article is here👇

Welcome~
Hello, I'm Ayappe☕
Today, I don't reallyhave much intentionof answering properly.

Nozomin-san's
'How's it going, doing note?'
project.

I thought that if I tried to answer this seriously,
it would mostly belying to myself,so today I'm going to answer honestly,

and a little bit spicy
( ´艸｀)

Huh, did you think 'Ayappe, are you serious!'? lol

*It's okay, don't worry.
I'll say something nice at the end (probably).

1. About comments

Honestly,

rather than 'It's lovely,'
'I cried reading this just now'
drains my HP more.

No, I'm happy about it, but.
the responsibility is heavy lol

But at the same time,
these are the comments that make me feel
most genuinely that 'I'm glad I wrote this.'

That's how much I write while imagining my readers💗

2. High-energy articles

The ones I can write with high energy are,

・The ones where I want to make people chuckle
・But I'm not hiding my true feelings (I'm naked lol)
・The ones where I've properly created an 'escape route' for the readers

Conversely,
'articles that are only about being correct'
tire me out first😂

Because correctness can sometimes turn into a sharp weapon.
Don't you think 'to each their own' is a wonderful phrase?

3. Writing time

When it's fast, it's all at once.
I write it up like a gale.

When it's slow,
it really stays in drafts forever lol

Probably,

The moment you think "I have to do this properly," the article starts to rot
(suddenly horror)

⑥ When I'm worried

When I'm worried?

Well, sure, I do.
Or rather,is there anyone who doesn't worry?

Generally speaking, humans are
a set with worries from the moment they are born (lol)

"Will this hurt someone?"
"Am I the only one feeling better with this?"
"Is this accidentally coming off as condescending?"

But I've been thinking lately.

Words that are safe for everyone
usually don't reach anyone.
Having an edge is important.
The question is what kind of edge...

⑧ When I'm exhausted

When I'm exhausted, I don't write.
I mean, I can't write anyway lol
I don't force myself to be positive either.

I used to think,
"I have to keep writing,"

but now I've decided
not to participate in a culture that whips people who are already tired
I can do that because I'm not an organization lol
I want to put good vibrations into my articles.

⑨ Values

What I value on note is,

・Writing well
・Being evaluated

……not that,

but whether I can think "I want to come back here again."

This is surprisingly easy to overlook.
I could make it look cool,
pretend to be smart,
and write that way too.

That would probably be
easier, I think.

But,
what's the point of writing that?

I want content where I can face myself,
be honest, be warm,
and grow.

⑩ A word

If I were to tell myself when I first started,

You can relax your shoulders more,
It's never going to be perfect anyway,
You're worrying too much!

But just one last thing.

Choosing to write even so,
that was the right answer.

☕ Finally

So, that's that.

I answered in a lighthearted way, but
in the end, it all comes down to this.

note might just be a place where
the less put-together you are,
the more your words actually reach someone
after all.

Today was a spicy cafe ☕
Thank you for reading this far.
Thank you for visiting today as well 💗
Please feel free to drop by again ☕✨

If there's anyone who thought, 'Maybe I'd like to know a little more about Ayappe?'
please check out this article where the cafe master answered 100 questions ☕

It's a light read, but you might find yourself thinking
'Oh, this is about me' halfway through ( *´艸｀)

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