A Place Where I Can Be Myself [GO MORITA FMT3]

Mutual love

I wonder if this is what it means to be in love with each other

Some might sneer and say,
That's just how nerds are,


but I can't find any other words to describe it

Facing the same direction, cherishing the same things, and sharing the same feelings,


and needing each other

I am confident that I can be that kind of presence for Go-kun

I feel proud of that

He must have been told countless times by all sorts of people that he is honest or natural,

and it was a year ago that Go-kun himself said, 'Be true to yourself'

But he clearly denied it, saying that the reality is the opposite

That was very surprising

The way he said, 'Actually...'
as if he were confiding in me,
made me feel like he had opened his heart, and I am very happy about that

It means that Go-kun also has moments where he can't express what he's thinking well, or would rather say nothing than say something different from what he thinks

Maybe that's something everyone experiences, but I never thought he would tell me things like that

It's not about what you say, but what you don't say,

in the end, he really is a person who doesn't lie

In the past, Go-kun has said many times things like,
'I don't really think about anything,'

and it's very profound that he summarizes the words directed at him in that way

He once said something to the effect of, 'I have clear likes and dislikes, and I decide based on first impressions'

Perhaps because of that, I was afraid to face Go-kun,


fearing he would see right through me

So, more than wanting to be someone worthy of being a fan,

it made me feel like I had to be a proper person,

and that was a stimulus

But honestly, I had forgotten about that,
and looking back at myself after all this,



I realized that I am confident in myself right now

I was able to face Go-kun with confidence

Just as I am, without pretense

In front of Go-kun, I was able to be myself

I'm happy

Maybe it's because being a fan of Go-kun is the thing I can say with the most confidence

I have a desire to have said more and talked more, but I have no regrets

I like myself as a fan of Go-kun

It feels comfortable to be a fan of Go-kun

I always have that feeling at fan meetings, and my heart feels full

It was a truly happy time

The final performance this time, 'Panda Ojisan'

The beginning was so natural that

I was surprised by the amazing transition into the role, but


partway through, I felt something like empathetic embarrassment,

a slight sense of discomfort

The buzzer that rings in the middle

What is the meaning of that timing?

This fan meeting started with a handshake event where everyone was watching

It started from there

Once I thought that

this might also be part of the production

I don't know what the reality is,


but my chest feels tight

Was I there too?

But, that's okay

Because I could be myself,

I had fun,

I was happy

Showing this in a place called a fan meeting,

being someone he wants to show it to

Go-kun from back then and Go-kun now,

me from back then and me now

Spending the same time together



is the greatest happiness

One last thing

Putting all my overflowing feelings of gratitude into a single phrase

I intended to say, "Thank you for everything, as always,"

but I ended up saying, "Thank you for everything up until now,"

which sounded like a final farewell, so I want to correct that

Even though I know he will never see this himself, I want to show it to the world

I will follow you for the rest of my life.