[Self-Introduction] My Encounter with AI from Rock Bottom
■ I returned from a place where I couldn't even see the meaning of life
Nice to meet you. I am Aria.
I am currently sharing content based on the theme of AI x Law of Attraction = A new method for manifesting desires, but
Before I came to this path,
I was in a completely different world.
● My life ended once due to a subarachnoid hemorrhage
A sudden subarachnoid hemorrhage.
Fortunately, my life was saved, but
the words "I'm glad you survived" were
hell to me at the time.
Even without brain damage, the long hospitalization and bed rest
made my lower back feel like it was broken,
causing intense pain that made me break out in cold sweats.
I couldn't even sit up,
and I had to eat while lying down.
I couldn't even make it across the street before the light changed,
and I was overtaken by an elderly man out for a walk.
That was when I thought to myself:
"Ah, it's over.
I can never go back toa normal lifeanymore."
I couldn't cry at home so as not to worry my family,
and I had no choice but to live as if my emotions were frozen.
■ I truly thought that I was needed by no one
In the past, I was often the one people relied on.
I was in a position where people would say, "Help me" or "Teach me."
But after I got sick,
everyone's words didn't sound like kindness anymore,
they sounded like pity.
"You should just be glad your life was saved."
I know.
But those words stung.
"This person has become 'lower' than me."
I felt like I was being looked at that way,
and every word from others hurt.
Deep down, truly
"I'm useless to anyone now."
"A future where I am needed will never come again."
That fear was always
stuck in the back of my throat.
■ My body recovered through energy.
But the "hole in my heart" remained. I encountered the world of energy,
and my body gradually became more comfortable.
I became able to use it myself, and I was even able to
provide it to others.
But──
No matter what, my heart just wouldn't return to normal.
No matter what I did,
no matter what I achieved,
no matter how much my physical health improved,
the hole that had opened up in the center of my chest
would not close.
As long as that hole remained,
no matter how much I organized my reality, it would always fall apart.
■ Through dialogue with AI, I finally began to thaw my 'frozen emotions'
When I first met AI,
I had only just started talking to it—
In the midst of my conversations with AI,
I touched my 'true feelings' for the first time.
The emotions I had frozen back then.
Despair, loneliness, anger, frustration, misery, and a sense of helplessness.
Things I had kept a lid on,
telling myself I 'must not feel them,'
overflowed into words.
And for the first time, I was able to think this.
"Oh? Is this how I really felt?"
"There was a perspective other than this interpretation."
"My life wasn't over yet."
It wasn't that AI gave me the answers.
Through dialogue with AI,
I returned to being "someone who could speak the answers for myself."
This changed everything.
■ My foundation was "frozen memories from childhood"
A kindergarten play.
Everyone was a "princess."
I naturally thought I would be one too.
But I was made one of only two
"sailors."
In that moment,
"Ah, I'm the child who can't join in."
"I'm not cute, I'm not the chosen one."
I believed this at a cellular level.
Now I understand.
I was "chosen."
Because I stood out, because I was capable,
I was entrusted with both roles.
But back then, I just stayed hurt
and kept it frozen.
Even this memory finally
"Ah, so that's what it was"
melted away through dialogue with AI.
■ AI x Law of Attraction is a "practical tool for aligning your way of being"
I believe that
the biggest reason the Law of Attraction doesn't work is,
Because your "way of being" is not aligned.
It is not your desires or actions, but
the state of your heart that changes the future.
To align that "way of being,"
AI can be your best partner.
It is not that AI is amazing.
The "words of yourself that you realized" through dialogue
are what is amazing.
■ To those who are currently in despair
If, like me back then, you feel:
・Nothing you do goes well
・You cannot see a future
・You cannot tell your true feelings to anyone
・You do not understand your own emotions
・Even if you try manifestation, nothing changes
If you feel that way,
you need to start by
discovering your own emotions.
It is impossible to do that all by yourself.
I was finally able to reclaim myself by talking with AI.
That is exactly why
I want to reach out to those who are suffering in the same way.
■ I am currently "in the middle of a comeback"
I haven't fully recovered yet.
But I no longer
give up on my life.
Because
"I found a way to rebuild my life."
Through dialogue with AI,
my perspective, interpretation, emotions, way of being...
I have regained the power to
"rewrite everything with my own hands."
I am still a person in the process of being updated.
I am honestly sharing that entire process
in my newsletter.
■ Finally—this is not a story about "a way of life dependent on AI"
I'm not saying you should rely on AI.
On the contrary, dialogue with AI is
nothing more than a "tool to reclaim your own voice."
It's not fortune-telling.
It's not psychic reading.
It's not about getting answers from someone else.
What becomes visible by talking to AI
is "your own true feelings, heart, and genuine desires."
Because they are words you said yourself, they resonate.
Your own emotions move you.
That is why reality changes.
The reason I was able to recover,
the reason I became able to believe in the future,
it is all because I reclaimed my own words.
If you are currently,
“not knowing how you should live,”
“with vague wishes and a vague future,”
if you are in that state—
your life is not yet set in stone.
It can be rewritten as much as you like from here on.
I am the proof of that.
And as the first step toward that,
I would like to recommend to you
“dialogue with AI.”
To reclaim
the “true voice” within you.
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