Today, too, I want to believe in myself

Are there nights when you feel so anxious you want to cry because you've been trying so hard to move forward that you've lost track of where you are?

Every time I took a step toward the dream I had envisioned,
for some reason, I felt like that dream was drifting further away.

Things that were once soft and vague gradually took on the contours of reality,
and the excitement I felt when imagining freely lost its color and slowly began to change shape.

There are countless paths in this world, and achieving results builds confidence, which leads to further results.
However, at first, many people end up walking the paths that those before them have already taken.
I don't know if one can find joy or light in that.

Walking in the darkness, continuing to wander.
In the midst of repeating self-questioning, I choose a path, however vaguely.
Because if the direction isn't decided, the path will never open up.

You never know until you try.

I used to be too convinced that "finding the right path" was everything.

But it's okay to turn back as many times as you need.

There is no path with your name written on it from the start,
you just have to carve your name into the path you walk later.

Rather than wandering in the darkness,
even if it doesn't shine as brightly as the sun, you can hold hope in the faint light at your feet and carve your name into that path.
If you feel it's not your path along the way, you can just turn back without worry.

I realized that it is only by resetting back to this "blank slate" that I can find my true path.

You are the youngest you will ever be right now.
So that you won't have any regrets when you die.

"All the unfairness in this world is due to one's own lack of ability."
It is a charm to keep me from blaming my environment and to help me take hold of the steering wheel of my heart again.

Being my true, unadorned self.
Today, too, I want to believe in myself.

So you don't have to rush to find the right path either.
Whenever you feel lost, you can always turn back and start walking again from here, at your own natural pace.