True Story: The Story of 'Her' Torn Between Love and Reality (Part 1) — 'The Night I Had My Fortune Told by Tsukiyo, His Read Receipt Had Been Frozen for Three Days.'
*This story is a reconstruction, with permission, of the 'actual episode' of a woman who received a reading from Loki, the fortune teller of immorality and forgiveness.
Names and some circumstances have been fictionalized or dramatized, but
the record of her emotions remains as it was.
His read receipt has been
frozen for three days.
It's always like this.
The gentle words he gives me,
the way he makes me feel safe in his arms,
only happen when he comes to see me.
But other than that...
it's as if I never existed,
quietly fading from his time.
On nights when there is no LINE message,
I remember that I am 'someone's wife'.
My husband, who will soon be 52, is breathing steadily on the other side of the bedroom.
At the same time that I feel relieved by that sound, I am filled with a suffocating guilt,
and I gently turn my smartphone screen face down again.
──Was this really the right thing to do?
The moment I truly 'met' him
was this spring, on my way back from company training.
At a cafe I happened to stop by,
I passed by a young man from a different department at the same company,
and our first interaction was a slight nod to each other.
His name is Naoya.
When I heard his age, somewhere in my heart I thought, 'I should stop this.'
A single man 13 years my junior.
If it weren't an affair, it would be a relationship where we shouldn't fall in love.
...And yet.
Naoya's voice is gentle,
and he makes me feel like he's really listening to me 'as a person',
so before I knew it, we had started exchanging LINE messages.
'Are you getting along with your wife?'
I still remember the pain in my chest when he first asked me that.
Tonight, I am once again
holding my breath alone, waiting for a notification on my smartphone.
'What am I to him?'
'Will I ever be the one he chooses?'
'Is this relationship love?'
Without knowing the answer,
the third night quietly passes by.
🌙 Tarot reading and advice for her at that time ☀️
《Seven of Cups, Reversed》
──Time to shake off illusions. Look at your vague dreams again with eyes fixed on reality.
She drew this card on a night when she felt somewhere in her heart that 'this might be the end,'
but she 'could not let go.'
🌙 A message for you
This love is not a story of regretting not being chosen—
it is also a story of freeing yourself from a past where you couldn't love yourself.
To you, who are feeling just as torn.
'Shall we look for the way out of that love together?'
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