Learning Unconditional Love from My Daughter's Poor Health

Good morning•*¨*•.¸¸☆*･ﾟ This is Yurika.

Previously, I shared the meaning behind
a family member's intractable disease.

This time, I will share my experience of trying to improve my relationship with my daughter
after hearing about that disease.

-My daughter's poor health-

When my daughter was small,
she was friendly, bouncy, active,
and always smiling...
She was a toddler who was just like a small animal.

However, once she started elementary school, every day was a parade of
"I feel sluggish," "My head hurts,"
"My stomach hurts," "I feel dizzy"
and other ailments.
When I got worried and took her to the hospital,
the diagnoses varied from hospital to hospital.

"It's orthostatic hypotension," "It must be autonomic imbalance,"
"It's an allergy," "Maybe it's mental,"
and no matter where we went, we never got a clear answer...

However, in an allergy test,
while a healthy person's IgE index is under 170,
my daughter's was over 4800, so
I started to think, "Maybe this really is an allergy?"
and we continued to watch over her
while reviewing our diet.

-6 years have passed since my daughter's health began to decline...-

Before I knew it, for my daughter,
“poor health had become the norm”
had become reality.
Days where she felt well were rare, maybe once every few years...

Before she entered junior high school,
I decided to have her checked thoroughly once more,
and when we went to a large hospital,
they told us, "There is a possibility of a delayed allergy."
However,

the test to diagnose a delayed allergy
requires hospitalization for an endoscopy.
As a result of consulting with the endoscopy specialist,

since the physical burden is significant,
unless it interferes with daily life,
we decided to wait and see for now...

-Something heavy on my heart...-

Every time I thought about my daughter's poor health,
"Here we go again..."
I would feel heavy-hearted.

At a Zoom healing study group,
because this "Here we go again..." was
a feeling I didn't want to hold toward my daughter,
I had my peers perform healing on me.

As I healed my negative emotions,
new emotions
emerged like layers of an onion.

"Here we go again..."
a heavy feeling
(having it healed)
↓
"Things aren't going the way I want"
(having it healed)
↓
"You don't acknowledge me, do you!"
(having it healed)
↓
"I'm not acknowledging my daughter..."
(having it healed)
↓
And finally,
remembering a past life I saw in hypnotherapy,
I arrived at the feeling of "I wanted to love my child in my own way"
(having it healed)
↓
My daughter's vague poor health was
to teach me
unconditional love!It really hit home.
In that moment,
I felt grateful for my daughter's very existence,

I felt affection for her,
and I thought, what a deeply loving daughter she is...

By the way,
my hypnotherapy experience is here ↓

Could knowing your past life
be connected to how you live your life now??

-Now...-

Through my daughter's poor health,
I accept that I am being taught "unconditional love."
"What is unconditional love?"

While asking myself that,
I am practicing it little by little
in my interactions with my children.

-What is the true meaning of change...-

People often say,
"If you change yourself, those around you will change too,"
but I feel this is a change
at the subconscious level.
It's not superficial;

unless the root changes,
in the true sense,
those around you won't change either.
I am also grateful that I am able to learn that

through my daughter.

The core of unconditional love?!

☽︎‪︎.*·̩͙‬To your own dreams☽︎‪︎.*·̩͙‬