✍️1. "Why I disliked backstroke" → Does it overlap with things you want to avoid in reality?

In my dream, I said I "disliked backstroke," but I realize that in reality, I'm not good at "not being able to see where I'm going while moving forward."
For example, when I'm thinking about the future, I sometimes stop because I feel anxious, wondering, "Is this the right path?"
At those times, I feel like I'm about to hit an invisible wall, which I thought was similar to backstroke.

✍️2. Have you had any recent situations where you wanted to make yourself look smaller or, conversely, larger?
◉ Situations where I wanted to look smaller (didn't want to stand out)
・When I'm nervous, I intentionally pretend not to be noticeable
◉ Situations where I wanted to look larger (wanted to look strong)
・When I acted like I "had it all together" in front of others
・When I pretended to be fine because I wanted to put the other person at ease

✍️3. Looking back on memories of being "helped by my younger sister"
Just like in the dream the other day, I feel like there are times in reality where my sister works hard on my behalf.
For example, when I'm not feeling well, she subtly takes care of things around the house,
or creates an atmosphere where I don't have to push myself, which really saves me.