[The Rainy Season Inn] Chapter 11 🛌 The woman kept coming to the room after that.

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Chapter 11 🛌 The woman kept coming to the room after that.

It was not a one-time whim. Morning. Noon. Night.

It was not at strictly set times.

But, when I suddenly realized it while in a feverish slumber, I knew for certain that three times a day, her presence was on the other side of the thin door.

Rather than a knock, it was a modest sound, like lightly tapping the wood with her knuckles.

And then, a slight pause, as if she were listening, before the door opened.

Then, the old hinges would creak as the woman entered.

What she brought was always the same. Porridge with a little salt. Hot water.

And, bitter powdered medicine wrapped in a packet. At first, that was all there was.

There were almost no words.

She would set down the bowl, watch quietly as I poured it into my stomach, and leave with the empty bowl.

Only what was necessary for survival was exchanged in a silence stripped down to the absolute limit.

However, as the fever subsided and the days passed, a change gradually emerged in that inorganic space.

I began to shake my rusted vocal cords and search for words.

Broken Thai that I had learned in the nights of Bangkok and had almost forgotten in the depths of the jungle.

There was no grammar. It was just a string of words.

“Nam” (water), “Aroi” (delicious), “Khop khun” (thank you).

The pronunciation coming from my fever-cracked lips must have been terribly inaccurate and muddy.

But, it got through. The woman responded quietly to the sound of those clumsy words. She would reply briefly.

She speaks slowly, so that I can hear her clearly.

Sometimes, she would repeat my mispronunciations in a low voice, correcting them.

That clumsy exchange, like a packet of medicine, piled up day by day, little by little.

It is not as if meaningful information is being exchanged that could be called a conversation.

We do not talk about our personal histories, nor do we speak of tomorrow.

However, the air in the room was no longer absolute silence.

Our voices fall.

Just by that alone, the air in the room, which had been dusty and smelled of death, began to faintly hold body heat.

The time the woman spent in the room gradually grew longer.

For the first two days, she left as soon as she set down the meal.

On the third day, she began to watch by the bedside until I finished eating.

Before long, she began to sit on the crude chair by the wall.

Leaning her back against the wall, she doesn't smoke, she just sits there.

I, too, do not try to force words out.

Silence had ceased to be painful.

That silent time shared in place of words functioned as part of the recovery, reconnecting the nerves destroyed by the fever.

And my body, too, was certainly beginning to return.

At first, just sitting up in bed was all I could manage.

My lungs would creak, and everything before my eyes would turn white.

That changed to being able to stand up on my own.

I walk slowly through the room, leaning my hand against the wall.

To the window a few steps away. And then, I return to the bed.

My breathing became ragged from just that short trip, but I no longer collapsed like mud.

The quality of my sweat changed, too.

From the terribly cold, sticky, greasy sweat that felt like it was wringing toxins out of my body, to just warm sweat.

The fever, too, no longer attacked in waves.

The sharp pain that felt like it was crushing my joints from the inside subsided, and I could feel the leaden weight that had been pooling in the hollows of my bones being discharged from my body little by little.

Food now went into my stomach without resistance.

I could taste. My sense of taste had returned.

The slight saltiness at the bottom of the porridge and the faint sweetness when I chewed the rice were processed as clear information on my tongue.

That alone made the cells in my body respond with joy. I was recovering.

My functions as a living creature were clearly rebooting.

A week had passed.

Whether that was as long as eternity or as short as a phantom, I, who possessed no proper clock, could not judge.

However, by that time, my body had returned to moving almost as it had before.

I could stand straight on my own. I could walk.

The haze of fever that had clung to the core of my head had cleared, and my thoughts were as clear as ice.

I even gained the composure to lean against the window frame and look outside through the glass.

The sounds of the town returned to my ears as reality, as if I had surfaced from the bottom of the water.

The voices of people pulling carts. The sound of tires splashing through mud.

An old engine groaning in the distance.

Everything that had sounded like strange noises from the brink of death now sounded normal, just like the 'noises of everyday life'.

But then it happened.

The moment my body recovered and my senses reconnected with the outside world, 'something else' that had been sealed away at the bottom of the fever came rushing back all at once.

Thoughts. And a reality with no place to escape.

I have nothing. I have no money.

I have no passport to prove my identity.

I don't have a single acquaintance in this town I can rely on.

As for the language, I only know a few broken words.

Where do I go from here? How am I supposed to live?

My recovered body faces those cruel questions head-on.

The madness of chasing a phantom beetle was left behind in the darkness of the jungle.

All that is in front of me now is the blunt, undeniable reality that 'a penniless foreigner has been dumped in a frontier town'.

While I was burning with the fever of illness, I didn't have to think.

I only had to endure the pain, sip porridge, and think about surviving.

In a sense, the sickbed was a sanctuary exempt from all responsibility and decision-making.

But it's different now. I can move. I can stand on my own two feet.

That is precisely why I must choose my 'next' step of my own volition.

That fact weighs down on my newly recovered body like hundreds of kilograms of pressure.

I felt as if the air in the room had changed slightly. The same place.

The same wall with the same stains. The same cheap bed.

But this is no longer a 'place that protects me'.

It is merely a temporary place to stay. A reprieve obtained with that single passport.

That deadline, like the needle of an invisible meter, is steadily approaching zero.

There is a knock at the door. The woman enters, as she always does.

She places the meal on the tray onto the small table beside the bed.

Then, she looks at me as I stand up.

I noticed that her gaze had changed just a little from yesterday.

She understands.

That the fever has faded from my eyes, and the unsteadiness has vanished from my steps.

That my body has healed.

Which means...

It also means that the reason for me to stay in this room is already disappearing.

I say nothing. I cannot find the words to say.

I simply take the bowl she served, wrapping both hands around it. It is warm.

The warmth of the porridge paradoxically highlighted the overwhelming cold and harshness of the world waiting outside the window.

I must go out from here once again.

This time, not to escape into the jungle, enchanted by madness or illusions.

But simply to 'live' as a human being.

That overwhelming fact, along with the heat of the porridge that settled in the pit of my stomach, sank quietly and heavily into the depths of my heart.

Continued in Chapter 12

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