The distance to note, from space to the next room.

For the first few months after I started note, the distance between note and me was as far as from here to space.

Even when I tried my best to post, I couldn't really believe that the world of note existed; it felt like a strange, airy sensation.

So, if I wanted to stop posting, I could easily forget about note, which was at a distance as far as space.

But with a feeling like, 'Space is actually out there, isn't it?', I would return to the world of note, thinking, 'The world of note really exists, too. I want to go back to that world again. Should I go today?'

Writing ClubAfter joining the , note became like a neighboring town, a distance where I felt like, 'I could easily go there if I just took the car!'

The world of note really did exist, and people were living there properly. I met friends I could easily greet. Everyone was busily creating wonderful works every day.

Who is this person called Kyo? Who is that? That's not me. What kind of name is that? That's what I, in the real world, used to think, and I wondered every day what the point was of doing something so embarrassing.

But I felt like my place was inside note, and although I could have quit, no matter what, I wanted to try and find my place.

At first, it felt uncomfortable, and I felt like I was only doing embarrassing things, wasting time, and so on.

Even so, I didn't quit. Perhaps, I didn't want to quit.

I think I was the one most looking forward to seeing what would become of me in the future.

note, a world as far as space. Recently, it has been as close as the next room.

There was indeed a view that I could see if I kept running, even in a place I thought was far, far away.

This is a place I like. A place that is very, very comfortable.

Maybe I have been looking for a place like this all along.

I also kind of like the feeling of the real me and Kyo going back and forth between the next room.

At first, it felt terrible, like I was just lying to my family, but now my whole family knows about note, and it feels like we are all enjoying it together.

It's great, note really is.

I wonder what will happen from here on out.

The fact that note, which I thought was in space, has become this close means that even if I challenge myself to a distant place I think of as space again, there might be a possibility of getting closer. It's not just a little; for me, it has led to a whole lot of confidence.

I wonder what I want to do from here on out.

I think I'll try believing in my own feelings of joy and love again, and keep walking forward today.

I look forward to your continued support, note, and everyone.

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