The story of how I realized my misunderstanding about searching for my "mission" after organizing nearly 100 articles

How are you doing?
I'm Yuiho, currently training to be a walking power spot✨

Recently, I've been organizing nearly 100 of my past articles.

Following the "Shrine Map" I made previously, this time I decided to organize my essay articles and create a new

"Walking Power Spot Map"

.

At first, I intended it to be a simple task of just categorizing the articles and adding links.

But as I reread them, I kept encountering my past self over and over again.

"Ah, I remember worrying about things like this back then."

"Wow, I was so desperate (laughs)."

As I remembered those things,
I somehow ended up laughing.

"Oh, I was working so incredibly hard."

I thought☺️

When I first started writing articles, I was desperate to find an answer.

"What is my mission?"

"What should I write about?"

"How can I turn this into income?"

I'm the type of person who can charge ahead once I know the direction I'm heading.

So, not being able to see that direction was truly painful.

It felt like walking through a fog the whole time.

Numerology, MBTI, personality tests.

I tried asking a psychic about my career luck and even tried self-analysis using AI.

I tried everything I could think of.

Every time that happened,

"This is it!"

I would think, but after a little while,

"Huh? Maybe not..."

And I'd be lost again 🌀

It was just a cycle of that.

Looking back now, I think, "Well, of course you wouldn't find it 😓"

Of course, those kinds of things are helpful.

But because I wanted the right answer quickly, I was unconsciously trying to force myself to fit into that answer.

But since it was slightly off from my true self, a sense of discomfort would emerge after a while.

Well, thinking about it now, rather than wanting to know my mission,

"You're on the right track."

Maybe I just wanted some kind of reassurance like that.

Articles about family.

Articles about money.

Articles about relationships.

Articles about AI.

Articles about luck-boosting experiments.

When you line them up like this, they really are all over the place (lol).

That's why, time and time again,

I've honestly felt anxious at times, wondering, "Is it okay for my topics to be this scattered?"

But after organizing them this time, I finally realized something.

They were all connected by a single thread.

They were all connected by a single thread✨

Even though I thought they were all over the place back then.

What all the articles had in common was

"How can I live more authentically?"

the question of.

So, I was trying to understand myself from many different angles, wasn't I?

Around June of this year, the phrase
"a walking power spot"really resonated with me.
It felt like a perfect fit.

In a reading from my favorite fortune teller,

"A time to pursue how you want to be as a person"

was written,

"That's exactly me right now!"

I thought, and it made me so happy!

Until then, making money had always been on my mind.

But it's different now.

How do I want to live as a person?

What kind of person do I want to become?

Once I started thinking about that, I could feel my energy shifting in a strange way.

My focus, which used to be directed outward, outward, is now...

Right now, I am focused on getting myself in order.

Getting my diet in order.

Getting my room in order.

Getting my words in order.

Getting my heart in order.

It is all part of the training to become a walking power spot.

In other words, it is practice for developing my capacity as a person.

Lately, rather than trying to write clever articles or useful articles,

"This is how I feel as I live my life."

I feel like I have become able to write that honestly.

I think that has helped me see myself more clearly than before, too.

Getting to know myself while writing.

Realizing things while trying them out.

And that accumulation of experiences gradually changes who I am.

What I thought after organizing nearly 100 articles is this:

It seemed like I was writing note for someone else, but the one who was saved the most was me.

When I am lost and read my old articles, the me from back then gives hints to the me of today.

"Look, you were struggling with that back then, too."

I say to myself (laughs).

That is why I can feel that there is no need to rush.

Of course, it is important to learn by reading books.

But, taking action yourself and writing down what you felt at that time.

Don't you think this becomes a textbook for your own life?

That is why I will continue my good luck experiments from now on!

The training to become a walking power spot will probably never end either.

If there is someone out there right now walking through the fog like I used to,

"Oh, this person was lost too."

I would be happy if you could think that way😊

And I am sure the future me will come to read this article again someday.

"Ah, I was thinking about things like this back then."

I am already looking forward to the day I can laugh about it💗

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