I Won't Let the Contest End

今回は無理だと思ってた

If I were to write paid articles on a regular basis,
what would I want to write about?
I ask myself.

I don't intend to raise the bar.
In fact, it's a question asked precisely because I want to lower it.

As of now, I haven't felt like
writing paid notes that badly.

It was in such a situation that the contest was held.

At first, I thought I couldn't participate,
I didn't know what to write...

This time, I intended to focus on supporting,
and play the role of cheering it on.

I would write a few paid notes,
and leave supportive comments on the notes I bought.

That would be enough for this time.
Even if I pushed myself,
it was clear that it wouldn't go well.

Well, that's what I thought until Sunday morning.

It suddenly came to me.

Another version of myself inside me
has started to move.

I wrote down a draft, but
what I was feeling at that time,
I honestly do not remember.

I simply write down the words that come to me.

While being chased by the routines of Sunday,
I polish the draft, create a header image,
and design the tags.

All that's left is to press the post button...

I don't know the reason,
but my hands are shaking, and my heartbeat is quickening.

I have posted over 70 free articles,
and paid articles,
this shouldn't be the first time for me, right?

And yet,
why am I feeling this sensation...

In the message to those who purchased it,
I made sure to include the following sentence.

“I believe I have brought out
the true feelings from the bottom of my heart.”

Whether it sells or not
Whether it is evaluated or not
Thoughts like that do not enter into it at all

Exposing the voice of a pure heart
to the world

How much courage was needed for this

And,
what lay beyond showing that courage

was

something truly wonderful.

Haruka-san

Thank you

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