🌳 Soliloquy Spiritual: Deep in the Depths of True Feelings

The soul has been vibrating since the moment of birth
but, from the time we become aware of the world,
that vibration gradually drifts away

That vibration, which has become thin and small,
is drowned out by the noise called information
as if it were never there to begin with

Hello, this is Satori no Satori.

I previously wrote an article about true feelings.

The meaning of true feelings (honne) is
Original tone. True timbre.
Words that come from the heart

So they say, which is exactly what it is 🌀

This time,
I would like to dig deeper and talk about true feelings

Are the true feelings you think you have
really your true feelings?

The image everyone holds of the word 'true feelings'
Is it something you think is an ugly nature you can't tell others?
No, that's still just the surface layer

You know, people often say,
'Be honest with your feelings'
or something like that, right?

I wonder how many people
are actually able to do this.

I don't think there are many, probably.

Most people
mistake negative thoughts for their true feelings
and end up hating themselves, don't they?

Is that just my prejudice...
At least, that's how I was

What on earth do you want to do?
It seems few people can answer that question either

When I ask myself this question,
the first things that usually come up are the five desires,

Food, Wealth, Sex, Fame, Sleep

It mostly stops here
thinking that this is all I really want to do
and becoming self-deprecating

Here is a thought experiment
What if all five desires were infinitely satisfied?

Gourmet food every day
Money to burn
Popular with women thanks to the power of money
Praised by everyone as an amazing person
Sleep as much as I want since I don't have to work

This is limited to my case, but

That's not it! That's not the pinnacle of martial arts I sought!

Quote: Isaac Netero from HUNTER×HUNTER

It resonates from within.

Certainly, luxury can bring pleasure, but
it is not sustainable.

Rather than things that cost so much money,

A meal when you are hungry,
the languor after exercise, followed by a nap,
a drink after working hard,
savoring the sounds echoing from afar,
tasting the air felt in the silence.

Doesn't this feel more like one's true intentions?

You don't have to accomplish anything grand,
but rather, marking time while savoring each moment one by one.

This
might just be the real true intention...
　　　　　　　　　　　　　is what I think~

For a long time, for a really long time, I thought it wasn't there,
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　until that moment.

When I faced myself deeply and quietly,
　　　　　that vibration was ringing very close and strongly.

It hadn't drifted away,
　　　　I just hadn't been looking,
　　　　I just hadn't been listening.

From the moment I was born until now,
　　　　　　　　always,
　　　　　　　　　always ringing right by my side,

　　　　　　the true tone played by the soul.