Writing about 'Feelings I Can't Write'
Today, I haven't even thought about the structure.
I will write about my honest feelings.
Please bear with me for a little while.
It's 8:00 PM on Sunday, and I'm writing this article.
Usually, I would have two articles finished by this time, but...
Today, I couldn't do it.
Perhaps the theme I chose was bad.
Since I caught COVID two weeks ago, I joined Amazon Prime and started watching movies.
I thought, 'Alright, I'll write about movies!'...
But...
What should I do, I can't write...
I was shallow... I failed in choosing a theme...
Man, this is tough.
So this is what it feels like to be unable to write.
Even more than that, the feeling of not wanting to writestarted to emerge. Oh no, this is dangerous.
Well, what should I do...
I've decided.
I'll just write without deciding on a structure!
And this is the article I managed to write.
I wrote my feelings just as they are.
I just kept writing whatever came to mind.
Strangely enough, I was able to write it surprisingly well...
It feels like a lie that I was panicking in my head just a moment ago.
My feelings have finally settled down...
And, I think I might be able to come up with the next theme.
I have no basis for it, though...
I can't write today!
I'll write about that feeling...
I thought it was all over, but I managed to overcome that crisis...
So this is how to deal with not being able to write.
When you can't write, write about the feeling of not being able to write.
You can only overcome things you can't write about by writing about them
It was the last day of the weekend, and I learned something important.
The end.
[Afterword]
I didn't know what to do when I couldn't write, but I finished writing safely.
And for the first time in a while, I'm writing an [Afterword] like this.
I realized that 'deciding on a structure firmly before writing' doesn't suit me.
There might be other areas for improvement... I'll look back on it later.
In the end, the style of writing as things are might be my style...
That said, from now on, I think I'll make notes like 'maybe I'll write about this' before I write...
Thank you for staying with me until the end.