Easier done than thought

Hello everyone 😊
The humid days continue, but how are you all doing?

This time, it's exactly that!
【Easier done than thought】

I made something happen, so I'm writing this because I want to talk about it.

Yes!!!!
The point is
the part where I 'made it happen' 😍

While still carrying the anxiety

I stayed away from Instagram for a while, and there was a period where I couldn't touch or even open it.

There were many reasons, and
but surely... the accumulation of my own feelings added to it,
'I really hate it after all.'
'That's why I'm not good at it.'

I was piling up reasons not to touch it.

However, I thought, can I share joy with the people in front of me using my own vibe and what I can do?
And my feelings arrived at the point of wanting to try an Instagram Live.

____Aren't there a lot of sparkly girls on Instagram???_______

Somehow, although I have the feeling that I'm not good at it, when I watched the archive of a collaboration live stream by a sparkly girl I was connected to...

Even though she was a sparkly girl, I was able to see parts I could empathize with and a video overflowing with humanity.

_____【These people have also put in invisible effort】_________

Being able to think this way was a significant plus for me ✨

Only where I can manage it myself

So, I decided to try contacting someone I was connected to a few years ago via DM.

It's been a while, and also as an urgent report, I asked if we could do a Zoom call...☺️

I hadn't checked my Instagram DMs in a long time, but a few years ago, I was putting a lot of energy into posting.

I contacted several people, including those I was interacting with at the time and those I was connected to but had never actually spoken with.

My feelings were
'Long time no see---how are you???
I'd love to talk slowly again ✨'

It's the same feeling as with a real-life friend.

And this is the important part!!!

I decided to manage only the parts I can control myself, and
as for things like replies,
whether they come or not,
I decided not to manage them at all.
Manage? Or rather, it's fine if they come, and it's fine if they don't.
If it's meant to be, we'll connect again. That's the kind of lighthearted feeling I have! 😆

The 'what will be, will be' spirit.

When I stopped obsessing over those [parts I cannot control myself]...

To my surprise.
💓💓💓
Replies had arrived from several people.
I was able to set up an Instagram Live appointment with some, and I was able to create an opportunity to talk on Zoom, like a reunion or a report meeting.

So this is what it means to take action.

I've heard 'take action, take action' so many times, but
today I experienced what that actually means. ✨

Nothing starts if you're afraid,
take the fear with you as it is, move, and no matter how it turns out, that's fine.

I realized that I can move forward with this kind of feeling.

Regarding Instagram,
it was extremely
sluggish and I was lost, but

somehow, I feel like I can move on to the next phase.

This is my Instagram.
Please connect with me if you'd like! 🙌

And thank you to everyone who always reads my articles♪

If you say something like, 'Nice to meet you, here's a status update,'
I'll do a Zoom call, so I'm looking forward to your comments in the comment section! 😊

I've always wanted to talk to the people I've connected with in the comment section.

Well then, thank you for reading until the end♪
See you later! 👋