21. Thoughts on "Not Being Able to Write"

The other day, Nao Kurosaki-san
made a post on X.

Personally, up until now,
"I can't post" or "I want to slack off"
are not things I've thought much about, but
lately, I've had a slightly difficult time writing,
just a little bit💦

"I can't write"
"I want to slack off"
I pondered what kind of times those are.

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[1] Feeling unwell

Just go to sleep early already💦

Articles written while forcing yourself
ooze with exhaustion.
Besides, they don't come together well, do they?

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[2] Being busy

It happens, doesn't it? When you're busy.
I get it, I get it.
That's what article stockpiles are for.

Hmm?
Articles are all about freshness, you say!?

You should just write articles
that don't lose their freshness!

How should I write them,
or whether I can even write them, I have no idea!

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[3] No ideas

Open your eyes wide and take a look.
It's right there, right in front of you, isn't it??

Hmm
Still can't think of anything?

Look, right in front of you
the fact that you are thinking "I have no ideas"is
right there.

If you think about the reason for that,
you can surely write something.

If your days are fulfilling, that's fine.

Conversely, even if you're full of emptiness,
that in itself is already an idea.

It might be interesting to write about that!

...Huh?
"I've already written everything"?

As if that's possible.
Big things and small things
must be happening every day, right!?

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[4] Feeling down

When I'm feeling down, I have three choices.

If I can, I think option 2 is bestis what I think😊

When I'm feeling down,
if I just vent it out like in (1),
I personally find that for long posts like on note,
I can't write well...

After all, with my meager literary talent,
writing with almost zero capacity,
it just doesn't come together at all💦

If I'm going to vent,
I might scribble it on the back of a flyer (lol)
or maybe I could do it in the length of a tweet or an X post.
Oh, of course, if you can write long-form content,
I think it's fine to put it out there!

As for (2),
switching gears with a different topicis something I
actually do.

For me, the core themes of my posts
aren't exactly light,
and sometimes I end up recalling the emotions from that time,
so to be honest, there are times when I get quite dragged down by it😢

Because of all that,
in a sense, I want to maintain a balance,
so I also make use of
other series and tweets.

I feel like this multifaceted balance is
what feels "just right" for me now.

And, depending on the series,
I sometimes can't help but show my greed to
"make people laugh."
That is the terrifying
nature of an Osakan(lol)

Yes, I believe that adults who can
cheer themselves up and make those around them chuckle
are definitely strong and cool,and I will do my best to become one!

It is up to you to make your life fun and fulfillingafter all✨(I'm proud of myself for being able to think this way (lol))

As for (3)...
Yeah, seriously, just go to sleep already!

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I replied to this post by Nao-cchama as well, but

you should even turn the fact that you have no material into material

I'm patting myself on the back, thinking
that I've grown so much to be able to think like that!

That concludes
Kaora's reflections on "not being able to write"✨

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