“What did I see after writing 50 articles on note?” — The challenges and realizations of a nobody

Even though I thought, “I probably won’t keep up with note,”
before I knew it, I reached my 50th article.

Honestly, I’m surprised myself.

Taking off my job title felt free, but also a little scary.

In my daily life, I usually post content from a position that comes with a title.

But when I have a title, I feel too much pressure to “write properly,” and I end up unable to say what I really want to say.

That’s why I decided to write on this note as “a nobody.”

It was free, but I remember it being a little scary, honestly.

Showing your true self takes quite a bit of courage.

“Instead of showing a face for others, I’ll try writing the real me.”

Even though I decided that, my hands would stop whenever I tried to write.

Because I felt embarrassed, and there were true feelings I wanted to hide if I could.

Still, I stuck to the small rule of “writing as my true self,” and I’ve piled up my posts one by one.

I even took the plunge and published a paid note.

Without waiting until I was used to writing...
I dared to publish a paid note early on.

If I were the usual me with a job title,
this is an action I definitely would have hesitated to take...

I wanted to test for myself whether I could “deliver value to someone” without a job title.

The result was...

More than whether it sold or not, the feeling that “someone is actually reading this” made writing fun again.

The more I write, the more I face the question, “Who am I?”

Before I knew it, the theme

was no longer “a beginner trying to write on note.”

“What is my true self?”


“What kind of person am I?”

In the end, while note is a place to be useful to others,

I think it is, above all, “a place for me.”

The next 50 articles will surely be a 'search for myself' as well.

What will I, a nobody, write from here on out?

I am surely the one looking forward to that the most.

Because there are people who read my work, I will continue to write freely, even while wavering.

Thank you for reading today as well🌿