Nice to meet you. I'm Kana.

Nice to meet you.
My name is Kana.
So far, I have worked at a city bank, worked in nightlife, experienced marriage and childbirth, divorce, remarriage, and living separately under the same roof, and
now I work as a tour conductor.
It is not a pristine resume. None of these are choices I can proudly say were the 'right' ones.
Even so, I thought about things at each moment, sometimes running away, sometimes holding my ground, and
I have lived until today.

In this note, I will write about choices I couldn't explain well, feelings I never told anyone, and the contradictions of being a mother, a woman, and a worker. I will write about the days that followed, not because I managed to turn my life around.
I will write about these things as honestly as possible, without inciting emotion.
I am not thinking of anything noble, like wanting to encourage someone or
wanting them to become positive.
I just hope that after reading this, you might be able to 'stop blaming yourself' even just a little bit.
I hope it will be that kind of writing.
Why do I write? In my life, there were many things I thought, 'I don't need to tell people this,' or
'even if I told them, they wouldn't understand.'
I have swallowed so many things like that. But surely, there are others who are staying silent just like me. To those people, I want to write something that can convey,
'Your feelings might not have been wrong.'
That is what I want to write.

About paid articles
I plan to make some articles paid.
It won't be about extreme stories or exposés, but rather
・What criteria I used when I was unsure of a decision
・Things I was afraid of
・Things I regret, and things I don't
I intend to write about these specific parts carefully.
It is enough if it reaches only those who need it.
Finally, what I write here is
neither a success story nor a tale of salvation.
It is simply a record of a life that continues today.
If you'd like, I would be happy if you could read it during a quiet moment.
Kana