Organizing my thoughts on note

Good morning.
This is Mamanosuke (^^♪

My daughter caught COVID-19,
and although she suffered from a high fever for two days,
her temperature returned to normal today and she is feeling better (^O^)／

Thank you all
for your warm comments (*- -)(*_ _)bow

As for me, I am currently doing fine!!
My physical condition feels a bit different than usual...
I feel like I am fighting off the virus inside my body,
( `_)乂(_』 ).( `_)乂(_』 ).( `_)乂(_』 )
but I have a feeling I will get through this without actually getting sick ( *´艸｀)

During the time my daughter was feeling so sluggish,
I had some rare time to think by myself
(｀・ω・´).+ﾟ.｡oO.+ﾟ.｡oO.+ﾟ.｡oO

I have been organizing things I've been confused about for the past few years
and searching for new values,
and in the process, I had another new realization ＼(◎o◎)／！

Since I was a child, I have spent most of my energy trying to be recognized by my parents,
so my need for approval is quite high (∀｀*ゞ)hehe

Perhaps because of that, most of my positive experiences
were times when I was recognized for something (ﾉд<｡｀)oops

Other than that, I don't have any memories
that I can think of as good... ( ﾉД`)sob

I thought, 'Wow, I might actually be in trouble' 💦
and I felt quite depressed about this (´･_･`)

But while receiving coaching,
I was told, 'Wouldn't it be hard to keep working just for that?'
even for positive experiences filled with a need for approval,and when I thought about it again...

・I am happy when my achievements lead to convenience for everyone
・I like creating things together with my peers

I was able to realize things like that!!

Behind my need for approval, other emotions were also
properly hidden. Thank goodness ε-(´∇｀♥)

I sometimes feel like I'm satisfying my need for approval through the number of 'likes' on note,
and occasionally I feel like a really bad person,
i||||depressedq(｡-ω-｡;)pdepressed||||i. ...

But I realized that you can't post every day for over 1000 days just for the sake of approval,
which made me feel a little relieved. Thank goodness ε-(´∇｀♥)

Even if the number of likes is low...

enjoying comments with friends,
and receiving wonderful insights from friends' notes,
those things are what motivate me
to continue my note (^^♪

And by writing about my small daily realizations,
I am able to organize my feelings
and start each day feeling energetic ( *´艸｀)

And furthermore, there is the fun I've found online
connected through note ( *´艸｀)

For someone like me who loves creating things with peers,
there is the perfect place (^^♪

That isthe 'Dream💗Consultation Room'(^^♪

We are having a chat session for the first time in a while in September,
so I am very much looking forward to it ( *´艸｀)

If you have the time, my friends, please
come and join us ( *´艸｀)

This time, for the first time in a while, I'd like us all to
talk about note (^^♪

I'm looking forward to chatting with everyone about the things I've realized
while reflecting on things lately,
as a mother (^^♪

By the way...
Since it's been such a long time,
if you're wondering, "What is the Dream💗Consultation Room?" (。´･ω･)?
please read the article below ヾ(≧▽≦)ﾉ

I've revamped it a bit since August
and decided to keep the Dream💗Consultation Room going in a relaxed way,
so for those friends who haven't participated yet,
please do come and join us ( *´艸｀)

What kind of place is note to you? (・・?
If you'd like, please let me know in the comments or at the chat session ( *´艸｀)

By organizing my feelings on note today,
I feel like I can start my day feeling refreshed (^^♪

Once again, I'd like to express my gratitude
to the friends who always come to visit...

Let's do our best today too ヾ(≧▽≦)ﾉ

Thank you very much for listening to my family's stories today
(人''▽｀)☆