Tokyo

You were raining
I
without even knowing the difference between isolation and loneliness
kept trampling on my own land

Smoky
so much so that I didn't even feel like dreaming
watching a movie with a romantic plot
ah, come to think of it, were you also
the type to check once more
if you had left something behind where you were leaving?

Many times, I made a mistake
and entered the same entrance
in front of a door where I would never meet you
as if I were searching for you on purpose
something like that

My failures
were covered by a cloudy sky about to spill the rainy season
somehow
I felt like quitting right away
living
going to work
eating meals

Somehow
I wanted to run into you
whether it was a necessary condition or an absolute condition,
I was at a loss and thought
that my innocence was a form of will

You were raining
I

Under a cloudy sky about to spill the rainy season,
even so
I would look for a suitable pebble
and kick away the Saturday afternoon