Comfort

I thought it would last forever
I thought it would never go anywhere
No, I was convinced of it
Perhaps it was just a wish, hoping it would be that way
Perhaps it was a miracle created by that wish

Some say
No matter how much you cherish it, it's never enough
That person said
That being at the center of you was happiness

It's not that I've lost it completely
But once half of its form is lost, it becomes something else
To say it will become even more charming from now on
I could celebrate it with such abandon, kicking my legs in the air
But with a more sincere feeling
I want to tell that person this
They are gone now. I have already lost them.

Who decided that being free is what we should be?
Who knew that freedom was a good thing?
And how were those words carried?
When, by whose hands, did they end up in someone else's hands, changing shape
And how did they arrive in so many different places?

There are so many things I don't understand, and you are among them
With you, who always seems the same yet is completely different
I struggle, I am made to realize things
And I hold my head in my hands again

I want you to laugh in my hands for just a little longer
It's okay if you change your shape
It's okay if you go somewhere else sometimes
But please, stay in the form I've grown accustomed to
Please, I want you to stay by my side from now on

Because you are my axis