The Meaning of Performing on a Stage Without an Audience
For me, writing articles on note is purely a hobby.
I am not aiming to monetize or provide useful information; I am simply writing as I please.
Even though ideas don't just keep popping up, I find time to sit at my desk, wondering what I should write about today, filled with excitement.
If this were for studying or creating reference materials, it would never be like this, haha.
You might wonder what kind of intense article that would be, but it's not a masterpiece or anything—just a monologue.
But as someone who loves to eat, I can get so absorbed that I forget to eat.
I wonder why.
Perhaps it is because writing has become a reason for me to immerse myself completely in my own world.
The process of putting the fantasies (delusions) in my head into words is also fun. By repeating self-questioning, I feel like I understand myself better.
The result is a "personal theater" that projects my emotions exactly as they are.
Even if I don't get any likes, or even if I have zero readers, maybe it's enough if I can entertain myself.
Even if it is a stage with zero audience.
...Having said that, it would still be the greatest joy if you all read it and could empathize with it ☺️