Breaking Dormancy🌸Regret for not doing something lasts a lifetime

It was when I was watching TV.

Who said it, or what the context was...

Honestly, I don't remember anymore🤣

But that one phrase stayed in my head.

"Regret for not doing something lasts a lifetime"

At that time, another word came up with it.

"Breaking dormancy"

When I looked it up,

it seems plants experience a harsh winter to prepare to bloom in the spring.

It is precisely because they experience the cold winter that they wake up.

People are the same,

and difficult times or times when things don't go as planned,

are not just times of standing still,

but perhaps a preparation period for blooming next.

That's what I thought.

Until recently,

I felt like I was standing still.

There were many things that didn't go as I wanted.

I felt like whatever I did was useless,

and I thought I wasn't moving forward.

But lately,

I've been writing notes,

started using X,

and writing about palmistry.

Honestly, I still get nervous every single time🤣

Is this okay?💦

Is this weird?💦

I think that over and over.

But compared to the me from a little while ago,

I feel like the current me has managed to take one step forward.

During the winter,

maybe I was preparing properly after all😊🌿

Breaking dormancy🌸

Maybe spring is slowly drawing near.

…By the way, I forgot who said that🤣

But the words themselves stayed with me.

And lately, I've been thinking a little.

Maybe I wasn't just stopped,

but was preparing to bloom next😊🌸

Because there is a harsh winter,

Just like flowers blooming in spring.

The difficult times,

The times I took the long way around,

I want to believe they all had meaning.

Right now, I am

in the middle of my own "breaking of dormancy"🌿

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