I don't care about anything, I just want to laugh

My downcast mentality stretches toward the sky once again

Accept the facts as they are
Do not cling to one person or a single set of values
If you can turn a misfortune into a blessing somewhere along the way, that is enough

No matter how much I feel like I'm being crushed by negative emotions
The sinking feeling is only temporary
I forget it as time passes, and I forget it after a good night's sleep
And if something tiny and lucky happens
I forget it even more

That is why I am not trapped by suicidal thoughts and can endure
Ah, I am truly fortunate that my mentality is thick-skinned

People with mental health struggles get crushed by negative emotions
They cry, act selfishly toward others
And stand on the edge of despair on their own
The water temperature of the abyss feels as comfortable as a hot spring, doesn't it?
I understand, because I was like that too

To rebuild your mentality, take the necessary actions yourself
And based on standards you have seen and thought about yourself, rather than someone else's axis
Acquire the skills for growth to make judgments

Do not seek the security of having others lick your wounds
Be gracefully lonely, and do not feel anxious about being different from others
Do not be swayed by feelings of inferiority or guilt

Obsessing over the causes of failure
Just throw away those thoughts used for self-justification

Regarding things for which there is no clear answer
Because you keep thinking until you are satisfied
You can never get out of the thicket

I don't want that
I don't care about winning or losing, I just want to laugh