My life, rebooted by AI, is being recorded on note

Nice to meet you, I'm Kumaemon.

Hello.

Thank you for reading my profile
out of all the notes here.

This is the catchphrase that describes me now.

But it was a really
long road to get here.

13 years in Niigata - Days of power harassment and violence

During the 13 years I worked in Niigata, I suffered from power harassment and violence from my boss.

"You can't do anything."
"It's all your fault."

I was bombarded with words like that every day, and sometimes things were thrown at me.

My mind and body were falling apart, and finally, I couldn't take it anymore.

Disappearance - The night I thought I didn't care what happened anymore

One day, I disappeared.
To be precise, I ran away.

I even thought about suicide.
But I didn't even have the courage for that.

I felt pathetic for not even being able to commit suicide, and I thought I didn't care what happened to me anymore.

Why I chose Kyoto

The reason I chose Kyoto?

Because there are shrines and temples,
I thought I could calm my mind.

But that was an excuse I made up later.

In truth, anywhere would have been fine.
I just wanted to go somewhere far away from Niigata.

My thoughts of my parents were a faint light

Even in that despair, I couldn't get my parents back in Niigata out of my head.

I kept causing worry, and I was someone who couldn't give anything back.

But I want to make my life one where, someday, I'll definitely be told, 'You're doing your best.'

That thought alone was a faint light.

When I stopped and thought during the COVID-19 pandemic, I encountered the phrase 'Time is Life'.

Time is life itself.
I want to use my limited time for the people who are truly important to me.

That's what I thought.

Meeting AI - The moment of rebooting

In 2023, I met generative AI.

The moment I used ChatGPT for the first time, I trembled.

'Oh, I can do this too.'

The belief that 'I can't do anything,' which had been ingrained in me for 13 years, changed in an instant.

AI gave me new possibilities.

By borrowing the power of technology, I became able to do things I had previously given up on.

Why I want to cultivate AI talent

Now, I feel a mission to 'cultivate talent that can use AI.'

That's because there are surely many people who, like my past self, are in despair.

'I can't do anything.'
'I don't care what happens anymore.'

I want to deliver the hope that is AI to people who think that way.

Technology eliminates inequality and creates a world where we can challenge dreams we had given up on.

I believe that.

Recording on note

In this note, I plan to write about things like this:

📝 Featured Articles

• "When did I start liking the sound of rain?" (Poetic essay)

• "From the night I disappeared to the present where AI gave me hope" (A story of rebirth)

• "The reason why I, who thought it didn't matter what happened, can now say 'thank you'" (A story of technology and life)

🔮 Themes I will write about from now on

• Practical records of AI utilization - Concrete methods from despair to hope

• Daily poetic essays - Records of small discoveries and realizations

• The story of my life reboot - The trajectory from disappearance to the present

• Practicing Time is Life - On the value of time and life

• Thoughts on my parents - Records of days with family

Finally - My thoughts for you

If you are in despair right now.
If you think, "It doesn't matter what happens anymore."

You are not alone.

I was in the same place.
But now, I am able to talk to you like this.

Borrowing the power of technology, cherishing time, and living for the people who are truly important.

I want to record that kind of life in this note.

Your life can surely be rebooted too.
Believing that, I will continue to write today.