Self-Introduction

Nice to meet you. I'm hachi.

For a long time, I have lived my life thinking,
'I want to have personal charm.'
(This has been a grand theme for me ever since I was in junior high school.)
So, even after becoming an adult, I read books, went to lectures, and basically went out to gather all kinds of information.

I want to be a more charming person.
I want to be better.
Even though I thought that, no matter how much information I gathered,

for some reason, inside my heart,
there was only anxiety, impatience, and a feeling of 'not enough yet.'

Before I knew it,

I feel like I had been gathering material
to deny my current self.

But for some reason, I have always had the pride that I have been very blessed with people.
Surrounded by friends who listen to me on a deep level like mentors,

and my husband who started his own business,
through our conversations,
the way I see the world has gradually changed.


And I am also
a mother of two.

Even in raising children,
I worry, I struggle,

and when we fight, I am forced to see the parts of myself covered in ego that I don't want to see,
so I am spending my days


living a life that isn't just pretty words.
Actually,

maybe it would be fine to just let these things
end with just thinking about them.
But if I put this into words and leave it behind,

'I understand'
'I was the same way'

there might be people who think that way.
With that feeling,
I am writing this note.

Here,

・Relationships with people
・Matters of the heart

・My own life
I intend to write about the things I feel in my daily life,

using words that are as honest as possible.
There is no perfect answer, but

if someone

can feel a little relieved,
or gain a slightly different perspective,
I would be happy if this could be that kind of place.