[Life on the Edge Diary #124] I couldn't stop shaking after revealing the full breakdown of my 7.11 million yen debt

I finally calculated it.

I wanted to face reality properly, so I added up all my debts.

Then, halfway through, the calculator looked like it was asking, "Are you really okay?"

About 5.85 million yen just in bank card loans.

On top of that, Aiful and Promise.

And a renovation loan.

Total—about 7.11 million yen.
Seven-Eleven...

I mean, this isn't an "annual income" level; it's "mid-sized company capital investment" level.

And the minimum monthly repayment alone is 117,000 yen.

On top of this, housing costs, living expenses, communication costs, and credit card bills pile up.

Docomo Hikari, d-Barai, iD, and d-Card.

Lately, I don't even know who is billing whom anymore.

Every time I open my online statement, it feels like the final boss battle of an RPG is starting.

But honestly, it's pretty tough.

I naturally think, "Isn't it impossible to recover from this...?"

In the middle of the night, there are times I just stare at the ceiling while drinking barley tea from a thermos.

And the reason I couldn't put a large amount of funds into it is exactly this.

It was all "survival money."

Debt is truly lonely.

But on the flip side, I feel like it would be kind of cool if I could crawl my way out of this.

...No,
first things first, I need to avoid late payments.

Lately,
stomach medicine, barley tea, and credit card statements have become
my best friends.

By the way, right now,
I'm looking for "money-saving goods" on Amazon.

Electric kettle,
thermos,
super cheap pasta.

When a person carries 7.11 million yen in debt,
they suddenly become a "Gyomu Super critic."

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