To all my beloved ones 🩷✨ Heartfelt gratitude and what comes next

Hello everyone 🌸 It's Yutogi 😊

Thank you so much for reading this as well 💕(u_u＊)✨

Thanks to you, I was able to successfully complete 100 consecutive days of posting this morning 🌟 Thank you so much for all the comments you've left me ( ；∀；)🩷✨

100 days of layering words in this place.
Reaching this milestone, I really wanted to express my gratitude more,
so I am writing one more post m(__)m🌸

It has become the longest post in Yutogi history, but I would be happy if you could stay with me until the end ❤️✨

Above all, I want to convey my gratitude.

The reason I was able to continue for 100 days is,
none other than all of you who always read my posts.

That you received them every day.
That you sent me warm words.
That you watched over me quietly.

All of that pushed me forward,
and warmed my days.

How much I was saved every day,
how happy I was every day,
how much fun I had every day.

It has only been a little over three months, butit has been a treasure of a timefor me.

There are those who always read and give me 'likes',
there are those who always tell me they love me,
there are those who always praise me so much,
there are those who give me new perspectives,
and there are even those who worry about my health.

What a warm place this is 🌸

Thank you so, so much, always ❤️✨
(I'm sorry, I'm already crying so much I can't write well)

For me, this was
“a place where I could safely leave my words”because you were all there to accept everything.



I love you all from the bottom of my heart ❤️✨

I intended to end it at 100 days, but...

Actually, this consecutive posting,
as a promise to myself,was planned to “end at 100 days”.

I intended to disappear quietly once I achieved my goal,
and I was prepared to quit decisively.

However...

Everyone I have met here has been so warm.
So kind.
So wonderful.

Every time I experience this kindness,
"I want to stay here a little longer"
that feeling has quietly begun to sprout...

From now on, the frequency might drop a little,
but even so, I have come to think
that I want to continue weaving words.

I would be so happy
if you could continue to watch over me gently.🌸✨

An apology I could never say

And then...
Please let me make a small, honest confession.

I love you all.

...but contrary to those feelings,
I have always felt sorry
that I haven't been able to introduce you much.

Each and every one of you is truly wonderful,
and honestly, I really want to introduce you. I want to introduce so many.

But...
"Will I be able to write about your charm properly?"
"I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if it fell even a little short."

With that kind of anxiety and those feelings,
I couldn't do it precisely because you are precious to me.I am truly sorry...

I hope that at least those feelings reach you.

A "testament" to my daughters and another goal

The biggest reason I started writing on note
was as a "testament" to my daughters.

If I leave behind 100 words,
what I want to convey now will surely reach them.
That is what I thought when I started writing.

But actually, there is one more
goal for the future.

I have not yet given my daughters
a free internet environment.
I also barely let them watch YouTube.

They will probably have free access from their upper elementary school years.
But when they reach adolescence,
my words might become harder to reach them.

That is why,
as a "form I can pass on during this time,"
I want to make it into a book.That is it.

That is mynext goal.

I wanted to make this into a book as soon as possible, so I was in quite a rush, but
I never imagined I would actually be able to finish writing the "content" within this year 💓💦
This is all thanks to you all 🤭✨

I chose a made-to-order system for the book, thinking I would only make as many as were personally needed, but...
I started thinking, "What if it could be a light for someone?"...

If that book is completed, I would be happy if I could let you know here.
If I can be there for someone's feelings, there is nothing that would make me happier.

...Well, that is still a story for the future 💦

I have set a goal to "release it within this fiscal year," and I will do my best in my own way for that too ❤️(u_u＊)✨

From here on out, please

Reaching the 100-day milestone, what I think is
"I'm glad I kept going"
—that is the joy I feel.

But that is
not just the joy of achievement,

it is a joy that was born precisely because you were all there.

Thank you so much for walking this far with me.
Thank you truly.

Meeting you all here in my life is a great treasure to me.

My pace will be slower than before, but
there are still things I want to convey to my daughters, so
I hope to continue updating little by little.
...I'm the type who gets lonely, so I would be very happy if you came to visit (´･ω･`＊) lol

I am who I am, but please, continue to support me from here on out 🌸✨

With heartfelt gratitude 🩷✨

Yutogi

...Sorry for the long message 💦
Thank you so much for reading until the end 🌸✨m(__)m
I will go visit you all a lot too 💓( ´ ▽ ` ＊)✨✨
I love you all ❤️❤️✨✨