cluster Creation World [Past to Future x Self-Analysis]

I'm Avante, and I enjoy playing on the metaverse platform 'cluster' ♫

Since this is my first note of the year...

Happy New Year and thank you for everything!!

For the cluster theme project, I created worlds based on '#ThePathIHaveWalked' and '#EnvisioningMyFuture,' giving shape to my own 'past' and 'future' respectively.

I would like to write about that experience and the 'mental changes brought about by world creation' that I realized after being interviewed by a researcher.

1. Facing the 'Past,' a signpost to current happiness

World Name: 'At the End of the Choice,'

・From #clusterThemeProject #ThePathIHaveWalked, I depicted the turning point after graduating from vocational school and the nine years of power harassment I experienced at my subsequent job. Those days were nothing but 'dark and painful.'

I replaced that unspeakable suffering with spaces like 'magma' and 'athletics' within the world.

Beyond the harsh path, I created a pure white, peaceful area where rabbits, representing my family, gently welcome me.

Through the creation process, I realized that 'it is precisely because I overcame those painful days that I understand the value of my current peaceful happiness.' I think I was able to express the past not just as a 'wound,' but as the 'strength' that supports who I am today.

2. Expressing the future, cherishing the present

World Name: 'The Bloom Tower'

・From #clusterThemeProject #EnvisioningMyFuture, this world is expressed in the form of an observation tower, combining my wish to watch over and hope for my family's happiness with my secret dream of living in a high-rise apartment building.

By 'embodying' my ideal future in the metaverse space, the more I envisioned the future, the more I felt 'how precious and worth protecting the ordinary time I spend with my family right now is.' The ideal future was not a denial of reality, but something that gave me the vitality to live in the present.

3. Connecting the 'dots' and 'lines' through an interview

・Thanks to this theme project and these two worlds, I had the opportunity to be interviewed by a university researcher.

As I answered the questions, I felt that the thoughts I had been silently working on, which were once scattered 'dots,' were connecting into a single 'line' through our dialogue.

The feelings toward my family that I hadn't even realized myself, and the sense of self-affirmation from having overcome difficulties. It was the 'expression' in this themed project and the experience of 'sharing' it with someone that made me realize these things.

4. World creation becomes vitality for tomorrow

・It might be difficult to convey the true suffering or ideals deep within your heart through just writing or conversation. But in the metaverse, you can give them shape as an 'experience'.

Observing your own heart objectively and walking through it on your own feet.
I feel that this process is like healing, or perhaps a source of vitality for living tomorrow.

5. Conclusion

・Before I started creating worlds on cluster, I thought, 'I don't have the power to express myself.' I'm not saying I have confidence now, either.

But by taking a step forward and trying to give shape to my heart, I think the way I see the world has changed. Using the past as fuel and believing in the future. By doing so, my feelings toward these peaceful days change.

If you have feelings you can't put into words, and if there is an opportunity for a themed project like this, I might... express them as a world again ^^;

This world creation themed project is part of the 'Life Experience Exchange Metaverse Project,' so please be sure to visit this cluster world below ↓↓↓.

I would like to express my sincere gratitude to everyone involved for giving me the opportunity for this themed project, and for interviewing me!

Thank you very much for reading this far ♫