I like resisting the drowsiness from sleeping pills

I take sleeping pills for a sleep disorder.

Lunesta and Dayvigo.

People say Dayvigo makes it easy to have nightmares, but maybe it suits me well because I don't have them that often.

By the way, I like taking sleeping pills.

To be precise, I like taking sleeping pills and doing things I enjoy while resisting the drowsiness.

I like watching YouTube or Amazon Prime, or journaling by hand in a notebook while feeling hazy from the drowsiness.

Sleeping pills promise me that I can log out of this painful reality in just a little while.

And until that moment of logging out arrives, I immerse myself in what I love.

I find comfort in the drowsiness.

Because once I fall asleep, everything stops mattering, and I might even have a pleasant dream.

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