[Suno] "Clown"

"Clown"
daisha×Suno ai

Yeah... mic check 1, 2
Under this paint
Who is hiding?
Nobody knows, no one...

Talking to another me in the mirror
What color should I paint my face today?
The more I paint it white, the further I drift from myself
The red corners of my mouth symbolize a forced smile
Every time I slide the brush, my heart shuts down
True feelings are out of bounds here
Exposed scars hidden beneath thick makeup
Pretending not to see them, I'm a clown in a listrato today too
Bathed in stage lights, the show time begins
A fake sense of euphoria, but this is my job line
The audience is laughin' hard, looking for a fun time
But this painful art in my chest, nobody can find

I am a clown, hiding my true heart under a mask
I want to deliver smiles, but my heart is clouded in rain
Beyond this paint, nobody knows the real me
Loneliness amidst the applause, that is my true sigh
Yeah, I'm a clown, hidin' my soul under this mask
Bringin' you smiles, but my heart's sinkin' fast
Behind this paint, the real me nobody knows
Loneliness in the cheers, that's how my story goes

Back in the dressing room, time to take off the makeup alone
The face in the mirror is a worn-out sad man
The echoes of cheers are still ringing in my ears
But now, only silence is soothing my heart
"That was fun!" Those words pierce through me
True feelings and public facades cross in my head
I really want to scream, I want to cry that it's painful
But this mouth is closed, and no voice comes out
Even the hand reached out, I pretend not to see it anyway
Pain that isn't understood, that's my real deal
I want someone to get close to me, but I can't take a step forward
These heavy shackles feel like a chain I made myself

I am a clown, hiding my true heart under a mask
I want to deliver smiles, but my heart is clouded in rain
Beyond this paint, nobody knows the real me
Loneliness amidst the applause, that is my true sigh
Yeah, I'm a clown, hidin' my soul under this mask
Bringin' you smiles, but my heart's sinkin' fast
Behind this paint, the real me nobody knows
Loneliness in the cheers, that's how my story goes

For a moment, when the makeup peeled off, did you see it?
Deep in my eyes, did you see the flickering light?
That is the real me, the trace of a trapped scream
But I paint it over again immediately, believing this is my fate
No one will save me, I've known that from the start
That's why I stand on my own, I take a step forward with these feet

I'll probably paint the clown makeup again tomorrow
Covering the truth with a fake smile
But until the day this mask finally comes off
I'll just keep dancing on this stage, yeah...

Under the mask...
Blues...
Peace out

Thank you very much.