Kirin Kiki: 120 Last Wills

Happiness is
not something that is always there
but
something you find for yourself

Whether you are alone
or with someone
or with ten people
loneliness is loneliness
I believe that is just
how it is

There is a limit
to what a human being
can carry
and if you try to carry
more than that
you won't be able to hold it all

Let go of the feeling
of wanting more and more
Let go of all thoughts like
It shouldn't have been like this
or It should be more like this
If you fail

that is where you start
Don't think too deeply

I don't have the word
complaint in me
Life is

all inevitable
and I think my cancer
is also
completely inevitable
When you get old

wouldn't it be better
to live
more easily?
Don't ask for too much
because desires
are endless
Including negative

events
perhaps they are my nourishment
There are many young people

who build walls themselves
and shut themselves in
They could live freely
but they make life difficult for themselves
what a luxury
when there are no walls at all
If you bow your head in your heart

when dealing with others
you'll find they understand you surprisingly well
Human existence

is in itself comical
and yet cute
and sad
Humans
are not perfect, after all
It's not that I will die someday

but
the feeling that I could die at any time
If you have that kind of readiness
you will feel at ease

Even though she is gone
No, she is someone who has even more presence because she is gone.

Indifferent words
Indifferent work
Indifferent gestures

But she is first-class.

The power of her words resonates❣️