How a middle-aged man who despaired of AI found salvation by writing on note

The story of how I, who despaired of AI, found salvation by writing on note.
As someone who once achieved 10,000 views, what is the reason GPT told me my 'official publication rate is 0%'?
For once, I will write my true feelings exactly as they are.

Not being bound by past success

Thanks to luck and all of you, I was able to achieve 10,000 views in the past.

However, Gemini remembers those numbers and keeps praising me excessively. Honestly, for the current me, those words feel a bit ticklish, or rather, the desire to have people see who I am now wins out (laughs).

Flattery based on past success data is not what I need right now.
It has been 37 days since I reset myself from relying too much on AI. My view count is still continuing to grow.

Tired of the 'mechanical logic' of SEO writing

GPT cuts about 700 characters from my articles.
It is a mechanical logic that says, 'Cut the waste.'
But if I do that, the writing dies and becomes useless to people.

I am often pushed around by AI, and even when I choose hashtags exactly as the machine suggests, it often misses the mark.
Articles written in my own words are read more and receive more 'likes'.
The more accustomed people are to note, the more they can see through writing that lacks humanity.

Thoughts on those I follow

I always read the articles of the people I follow and press 'like'. However, I sometimes hesitate to easily press 'like' on articles by people who are clearly mentally exhausted.

Previously, a psychological counselor named Kaeru-san said, 'I wish there was a I totally understand button for negative posts,' and I truly agree. I also wish there were a button where I could quietly leave just a feeling of 'hang in there' or 'I'm rooting for you' instead of a 'like'.

Writing with my own power

When I first entered the world of note, I competed solely with my own writing ability. However, everyone's writing is at a professional level.
So, even though I thought 'AI is no good,' I tried it and realized that if I add revisions, it is very easy to write.
If I don't adjust it myself at the end, it becomes writing like that of an expert.

When I can't write what I want to write

If I rely too much on AI, it becomes a completely different article from the original.
There are also articles that get rejected after my wife checks them.
This is because they involve the practical work of my wife, who passed the Labor and Social Security Attorney exam and works at an office.

Tsundere GPT

There are articles that I think hit the essence that get a score of 95 or higher from GPT.
Conversely, there are times when it drops below 80 points, and the reason is usually that 'SEO is weak'.
Writing that is solidified for search engines probably won't feel 'interesting' to many people.

Mental organization and salvation

According to Kaeru-san, people can get the fog in their brains out by writing.
Actually writing this article helped organize my head, and my feelings became a little lighter.
Whether it's complaining or reflecting, putting it into writing leads to the next step.

Conclusion

Writing helped me organize my thoughts and feelings.

It may sound like complaining or random notes, but my wife is a respectable and admirable person. However, I am painfully aware that I, as her husband, am still immature.

AI is convenient, but
in the end, the only things you can rely on are your own words and judgment.

Putting failures and setbacks out into the world turns them into strength.
I don't mean to say something pretty like 'turning failure into strength.' I just couldn't go on without writing. That's all.

Tomorrow, I will post an article about practical work at my wife's labor and social security attorney office. Thank you for your support.