Ways to Fulfill Your Heart and Heal the World. [Day 42]
Recently, I've realized that I get tired easily.
I've been taking on more roles like PTA positions and such, which means I'm showing my public face more often.
Of course, I'm an adult, so I know how to act.
I certainly understand my "position."
B-u-t-!!
I've realized that being able to be considerate of my position is only possible when my "nice person gauge" is full.
The "nice person gauge" is like HP.
It starts full every morning.
As I interact with various people and chat a lot, the "nice person gauge" goes down.
Talking with people who have similar work ethics and stances is incredibly fun, and the gauge actually increases.
Conversely, it tends to drop when I engage in unproductive chatter like gossip. lol
(I'm not good at small talk, so I have to be extremely careful. Also, I'm bad at secrets. I never know who I'm supposed to keep them from.)
In addition, physical labor drains it quickly.
(Because I have no stamina.)
When that happens, by night, my "nice person gauge" is at 15 or something like that.
At that point, I just can't be a nice person anymore.
My expression ends up looking like this, too.
I am now, nothing.
Deep down, I'm chanting “I want to go home already...” I really just want to go home.
Are you a child?Are you a child?
I want to go home and spend time relaxing with the person I love.
Reading manga or playing Suika Game next to my husband, spending time freely—that is how I charge my "Good Person Gauge."
By charging it, my "Good Person Gauge" slowly but surely recovers.
Charging the "Good Person Gauge" is essential for world peace, too.
When you think about it that way, a happy home is actually for the sake of the world.
I believe that filling your own heart is also for the sake of the world.
It is 120% an important thing for the world.
Please do let me know in the comments how you fill your heart.
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Today's post is written based on the prompt from the After-School Writing Club (AWC) “66-Day Writing × Running”.
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