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Is it my misunderstanding or note's mercy? [Essay]

I have been posting continuously every week.

It seems I have now reached 130 consecutive weeks of posting.



Amazing! Great! Wonderful! Refreshing!




Recently, I have been posting one article every Saturday.

It's not that I'm particularly obsessed with Saturdays, but I've developed a constitution where I can't get my engine running unless "6 days ago" is displayed under my last posted article, so it has become fixed to every Saturday.


When I see the words "6 days ago," an alarm goes off in my brain, and my fighting spirit ignites, telling me I must write a dangerous article.

Therefore, the article ends up being written within a single day.

This is one article a week, but it feels like I'm posting every day.


Huh?

You don't quite understand what I'm saying?


It's okay.

I'm writing this with a vague feeling too, so don't think too hard and just read it at your leisure.




Well, regarding that weekly consecutive posting, I thought it would be game over if my previous article was displayed as 7 days ago.

So, I checked the time of my last post and was rushing to create the next article, thinking I had to post it before that time.

With this method, the posting time gets earlier little by little.

And I feel anxious as I gradually get backed into a corner.

Naturally, I started posting as close to the deadline as possible.


I continued with such a risky posting method, but during my last post, I accidentally went past that time.


A bitter mistake.


My previous article clearly displays 7 days ago.

I messed up.

Even though the article was almost finished.

A complete solo accident caused by complacency.


I was enveloped in a feeling as if time had stopped for a while.


So, I have to start over from scratch again.

But maybe it's not a bad idea to turn over a new leaf and give it my all.


Dragging along that feeling, which was like both despair and hope, I posted the article about 30 minutes later than planned.


Then, this screen appeared.

Huh?

That shouldn't be possible...

I definitely posted it after a week (seven days) had passed.


Was I mistaken?

Was it safe up to 7 days ago, not 6, and only marked as out when it displayed as 8 days ago?


Or perhaps note took pity on me for having worked hard to post for 130 consecutive weeks?


Either way, I want my fresh, new-start feelings back.

My pure heart that was trying to return to the basics has nowhere to go and might flip, leading me to write a bad-ending story instead.

Yeah, that's just like me as usual.

In other words, Zenkei-san is always writing articles with a pure heart, you see☆


See you later.





Someone please tell me if the 7th day is the deadline or the 8th day is the deadline.

But even if someone told me,"It's the 8th day!" I think I would probably be too scared and post it within the 6th day anyway.








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