I'm done holding back my talkative self!

A new program I launched in April.
I've been talking a lot on Stand.fm.

Until now, I've been writing on Note as much as possible because I wanted to improve my writing skills.
I wanted to be able to convey things properly through text, and I felt like I had been working at it steadily.

But you know, for me,something I can do as easily as breathingisn't writing, it'stalking.

I can't write on Note every day.
For me, it takes both time and mental energy.

But,I can talk.

I can start talking the moment I wake up.

I just have to press the record button, and I can talk away.

Funny, isn't it? (laughs)

Sometimes I even decide on a theme while I'm still half-asleep and talking.

To me, it's not nearly as much of a struggle as writing.
Part of it is that I'm naturally talkative, but actually, I also became good at it because I trained for it in the past.

Back in the day, I had the experience of standing in front of about 100 customers at work and talking every single day.

Coming up with topics to talk about every day was my job.

That's why Stand.fm, where I start talking the moment I wake up, is a task I'm more used to than writing.

That's exactly why

"I shouldn't run away to the easier option of talking."
"There's no point if I don't do the writing I'm bad at," I used to think.

But, I think I'm going to stop holding back like that (laughs).
It's not like I'm running away.

Using what I'm good at to express myself.
I've started to think, "Actually, that's perfectly fine!"

In fact, I feel like I can leave behind my true feelings and daily life
in the form of "talking"more honestly.

After all, you can redo writing, but when it comes to talking, it's a one-shot deal after waking up (laughs).

So I decided.

I'm doneholding back my talkative self.

Writing is important, too.
But talking is also a valid way for me to express myself.

I'll write on days I can.
But,I'll talk on days I want to talk.

In the form of an audio diary,
I'll preserve who I am each day.

I should just do it in a way that suits me!

So with that,

I am talking a lot today, too.

I am chattering away about the class observation I attended for the first time in three years.

I will no longer hold back ◯◯
I tried taking on Hat-san's May challenge.