Ink Painting for You 038 [Yuzu-sama]

This was requested by Yuzu-san.
I received the 38th request through my article, "How about an ink painting for you?" (I have posted the reference article at the bottom). Thank you very much. And, I am terribly sorry for the delay.
It took a lot of time, but I am finally delivering it to you.

Above all else, Yuzu-san is about family love.
And every day is very precious. Your family, doing things for your family, doing things for yourself, haiku, and everyone here on note.
This love looks gentle and happy, and it is something many people surely admire.
However, after reading many of your articles, I was able to learn about the trajectory of the life you have walked.
Here is the ink painting I present to you, Yuzu-san.

Yuzu-san is family love.
It is something you have held up since you started on note, and something you cherish deeply.
Therefore, I naturally found myself dripping five colors of ink, one for each family member.
(They mixed together, so they might not look like five colors...)
As usual, I added water... and suddenly, I thought I would let it soak into the paper. While I was thinking that, the water was about to overflow from the screen where I had placed the ink, so I hurriedly prepared the paper, but I was in such a rush that I tore it. (Overwhelming lack of preparation!) (Because it was a spur-of-the-moment idea 💦)
I thought, "I'll just use a clean part for now...!" but when I looked at the finished piece, this torn part looked like a very important element. I felt it was essential, so I intentionally left it in.

Gentle love is always visible in Yuzu-san's articles.
I felt that this is a manifestation of you taking what you sought in your own life and giving it form through your own strength.

I think everyone carries various things in their lives to get to where they are today. That is true for everyone, but even so, you have come this far after experiencing unimaginable hardships. That is why your love is so big and warm.

And when I thought about your ink painting, the phrase "continuing endlessly" came to mind.

Ren-men [Continuously]:
A state of continuing for a long time without end.

The ink painting had an image of spreading from the bottom to the top.
The white is the past Yuzu-san. From there, the magenta Yuzu-san as a wife, and the blue husband. And the children spreading out from there.
With pink, yellow, and orange, they mix, spread, and continue to connect and climb higher and higher.
The love you have built continues on through your family, through note, and keeps going. The people who receive it will connect it further. From now on, forever and ever. Love will surely continue.

You are the one who made that foundation white.
It is not a true white; perhaps various colors are hidden beneath it, covered up. Those colors are not ones you show openly to everyone. That is why I did not need to express them here. Perhaps that is why I did not feel like dropping other inks. To make it this white, there must be tremendous effort and emotions hidden beneath it. The tear appeared as a fragment of that.

I am sure that from your own perspective, there are many, many more emotions, sufferings, anxieties, and things you feel you haven't achieved that you are hiding. Occasionally, they spill out from that tear, and you show them to everyone, and you are accepted and healed.
There are things you don't usually show, and I felt that is your strength and your kindness.
You are someone who knows the importance of daily life and that it is not something to be taken for granted more than anyone else.

And, although we say "love" easily, I think that while it is a happiness to keep holding onto love in the continuity of daily life, it is also a very difficult thing. At all times, for someone or something, you use yourself, direct your consciousness, and take action. Even when things click perfectly or when they drift apart, you keep the consciousness to face them. Because that is conveyed, I think love is born mutually. That is why it is precious.

And I thought that from now on, you, Yuzu-san, might spread more and more.
You don't know what tomorrow will bring.
There are surely still many habits you don't permit yourself.
There are surely still many things you think you cannot forgive.
All of those have become your flesh and blood.

Knowing that you don't know what tomorrow will bring is what allows you to live today to the fullest.
The things you don't permit yourself are things you will be able to permit in the future. There is much to look forward to.
The fact that you are dealing with the things you cannot forgive by acting as much as you can is a more precious and wonderful action than completely forgiving them. It is not something people can usually do. Ah, it's amazing... I just felt a sense of respect as I read those articles and haiku that occasionally appeared. Since you have received so much, I don't think it will ever completely disappear. Perhaps there were circumstances, or things that couldn't be helped. Even so, what you felt deep in your heart is what you felt.

Your childhood experiences, your current illness. Other than that, things that were painful and difficult.
Even so, you live for today.
The foundation of your daily happiness, behind it, is your entire life.

That is why your daily life shines.
The love that connects to your children was created by you.
A love that only you could have created.

That is how I felt.

It is just a feeling, but there is one more thing I felt like conveying, so I will write it down.
The words you received from those around you in the past when you told them about yourself, or how you think you might be perceived, I feel that if you were to tell the people around you again now, something completely different would come back. I feel that the people, situations, and time around you are now filled with love, and that they would accept you gently and warmly with a wider, greater love.

This is just my impression as a young, inexperienced person.
Even though someone like me doesn't understand anything at all 😖
I think there may be many things that are inappropriate 💦 I am sorry if I have been rude.
This was Yuzu-san as seen by me, after reading your articles.

The note of Yuzu-san, who requested this, is below. Please everyone, try to touch and feel it. I think you will find it very comfortable 🍀

And, Yuzu-san has also published books 😳✨✨✨

E-book 👇

Paper book 👇

Yuzu-san, thank you for this wonderful opportunity!!

The request is for the article below.
If you would like to make a request, please check the contents of the article below and let me know via the comment section of that article.
(However, I am currently moving very, very slowly, and I do not know when I will be able to send it to you. I am so sorry.)

The ink drawings I have sent so far are collected in this magazine🍀 Please take a look if you are interested.

Thank you for viewing🕊️🍀✨

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Postscript: Yuzu-san featured this article!

Thank you so much.