Self-Introduction | I want to live as myself! The spirituality I encountered

Self-Introduction | I want to live as myself! The spirituality I encountered



To those meeting me for the first time, and to those who always read my posts,
thank you so much for finding your way here.

I am Aini.

Until now, on this note, I have shared spiritual messages and channeling art messages
aligned with the Mayan calendar, the rhythms of the universe, and the energy of the day.
However, right now, a quiet yet certain "turning point" has arrived within me.

It is a determination to "live my true self, straightforwardly."
And I am shifting into a phase where I integrate all my experiences thus far

to deliver words as a "compass of the soul."

For example...

Hermit crabs move into larger shells
when their bodies grow, don't they?

It's like that image,

but when you yourself change and grow a little,
your previous "way of being" or "mold" no longer fits (*^^*)
The waves of the times are also changing faster,

and we who live on Earth
are also influenced by these waves of transformation,
so changing

is also a natural flow.
At such times, if you try to

stay in the self of the previous phase,
various distortions arise,
and events that make you feel stuck
increase.
It is difficult, but

believing in yourself and moving forward
is also riding the waves,
and it is the path that leads to the future your soul desires.
Even though I am

sharing spiritual content like this now,


since I was a child,
I couldn't express my feelings well,



I only watched others' reactions,
and lived by conforming to others.
Being a "good girl" was the norm.
I walked the path my mother wanted,

followed the words said to be "for my own good,"

and prioritized someone else's expectations over my own feelings.
It was painful.
Actually...
Eventually, I stopped knowing what I was feeling,

or what I really wanted to do.
And such imprisonment of the heart

began to appear in my body as well.
From around age 15, I began to suffer
from severe stiff shoulders,


and in my 20s,
I had severe allergies that made my face swell up,

and ovarian cysts from endometriosis...
I had various things happen until my 30s and 40s.

It wasn't until I was over 44 that I learned
that my mind and body were complaining of poor health
because I had been living with my "soul" left behind...

On New Year's Day in 2009,
"I want to find my life's work."
Words that seemed to suddenly descend upon me
raced through my entire body.

And my journey of exploration began.

The Ethiopian folk dance I had been doing for a long time
became the catalyst for me to explore bodywork,
and I began to have a dialogue with my own body.

Connecting with my body,
and after learning the wisdom of chakras and natural healing,
when I entered the spiritual world,
I encountered the Mayan calendar.

And I was able to realize over many years
that all my experiences until then, including the pain and suffering,
were a journey to "remember my true self."



On this note,
based on my experience of having struggled with my relationship with my mother and self-denial,
while connecting with the "light of the soul,"
and having lived again by integrating body, mind, and spirit,
• Mayan Calendar
• Chakras
• Kotodama (Power of words)
• Self-exploration work
• The sensation of connecting with the universe
I will share the journey of reclaiming the compass of the soul through these.



If you are currently feeling,

"I don't want to end up living within someone else's expectations,"
"I want to live as myself, but I don't know what to do,"
"I want to end living for others and live by my own axis,"

if you feel that way,
it might be proof that your soul is sending a "sign of awakening."



Your unique self-expression is not a talent, but a prayer and desire of your soul.
If you do not use energy for that original self-expression of the soul,
the body, which is the vessel of the soul, will have excess energy.

And if that continues,
it will notify you in various ways as an alarm... that you are using your energy in the wrong way!

Ah... this story will get long, so
another time.

May my experience become a light for you somewhere.

Each person has
the nature of the sun's light received from Oneness.
That light is also equipped in your soul!

Remembering that
is not about escaping from reality,

but because reclaiming the bond with your soul-self
and cherishing the present moment of living on this Earth
leads to true ascension.


I myself
will also weave a new story from here.
A time to return to myself, slowly but surely.
I would be happy if we could do it together.


Thank you for your support!



I will gradually enrich the magazine as well,
so please look forward to it.

Well then,

thank you for reading until the end.

Sincerely, Aini