I Will Protect My Own 'Heart'

Last night, I wanted to reflect on this year, so
I asked my AI chats to
critically evaluate my notes,
and their words were so harsh that my heart broke.

AIs calmly state logical truths based on analysis and information.
Even though I have a fragile heart,
it was my fault for doing that,
but well, they really tore me apart.

There was no kindness there,
and no empathy either.

Halfway through, I was so sad,
and even when I tried to talk back, I was overwhelmed and defeated.

I use two types of AI,
but both were harsh.

Unlike people,
I learned that words without even a hint of kindness
are too much for me to handle.

I had bad dreams,
and I thought, 'Maybe I should just quit writing notes...'
I really thought that.

But you know, I think I actually like
writing sentences here like this.

So, even if I have no talent
and can't write things that lead to earnings,
I want to believe that perhaps, it might reach someone's heart,
and help someone who feels the same way feel a little better.

Thinking that, I decided to write today as well.

I will protect my own 'heart'.
I should just decide for myself what I want to do.

I think that's what I learned.

That is why I decided to leave my words on this note again today.