If I had waited for confidence, nothing would have started.

"I can't put it out there because I don't have confidence."
I had always thought that way.

If only I could feel like I could do it properly.
If only my hesitation would disappear.
If only my anxiety would fade away.

……That day never came, no matter how long I waited.

To be honest,
I am scared of losing my income from my salary.

My job ends at the end of this month.
I really don't know what will happen after that.

I have things I want to do.
I have things I want to convey.

But,
Is there a demand for it?
Will it be needed?
Will someone choose it?

…Once I start thinking about it, I can get scared indefinitely.

I don't have many followers,
and I've never had anything go viral.
I don't have any clear achievements either.

"Is there any meaning in what I, someone who is nobody, put out?"
That thought sometimes crosses my mind.

Even so, I decided I would rather move forward than stop.

If I just keep thinking,
my anxiety will only keep growing.

Even until now,

"I'm not ready yet"
"I'll do it after I get things more organized"
"Now isn't the time"

If I had followed those voices,
nothing would have started in the end.

It's not just people with confidence
who are taking action.

If there is a difference,
it's not about whether you have confidence or not, but

whether you took action while still lacking confidence.

That's what I thought.

Even now, it's not like my fear has disappeared.

I can get scared indefinitely when I think about money,
and I don't even know how far this message will reach.

Even so, I would rather move forward than stop.

It's okay to be shaky,
and it's okay not to be perfectly prepared.
It's okay to be nobody.

I intend to keep moving forward, even while scared.

Because the future will surely change
starting from those who can take on challenges even without confidence.