The more you can receive, the faster your dreams come true
Good evening~
I'm an, your manifestation counselor💋
I'm going to talk a little about myself🫡
I didn't grow up in a very wealthy family, so
not being as flashy as everyone else
was a complex of mine for a long, long time.
When I was in elementary school,
I was embarrassed that I didn't live in a detached house
like my classmates, but rather in a tenement row house,
and when I moved to Tokyo, while everyone else was going on overseas trips
or buying designer bags,
I was desperately trying to earn enough for living expenses
and couldn't afford to dress fashionably,
which was also embarrassing and frustrating.
Writing this out
might make it sound incredibly dark,
but in reality, that wasn't the case at all.
I lived with my grandparents,
so I was very well loved,
and both at university and at my part-time jobs,
I was supported by so many people,
chatting away while eating staff meals late at night,
there were so many fun times,
and even decades later, they still treat me well😅
However,
as I saw myself back then,
I always had no money,
couldn't wear the clothes I liked,
and I kept thinking,
Why am I like this!?!?
So, when I became a working adult
and could spend my own money freely,
I was incredibly happy.
High heels, pencil skirts, dresses.
I put effort into my beauty routine,
and had a look like,
Look at me,
aren't I a great woman?
Ahem!
I had a period where I acted like that😗
But inside, I was always on tiptoes.
I was most cornered by the character I created by stretching myself.
In a MomoUme video I love,
The only thing waiting at the end of mounting is loneliness...
they said, and I really thought,
that's so true🤣
🔽🔽 This one.
I love this worldview so much. Everything is precious.
I laugh at even the frustrating things with humor.
I want to live life being this playful.
Only caring about what others think (easy-to-understand evaluation)
as the standard for happinessmeant that
no matter how much I was praised
or what I achieved, I was never satisfied.
While looking down on the people around me,
inwardly, I was always terrified
of when I would be looked down upon.
That time was probably the hardest🤣
When I was thinking about changing jobs,
as part of self-analysis,
I asked a very close friend:
What are my good points?
Then, they said that
the slightly clumsy (or so I think) me
is faithful to my own desires
and that it's cool.
🔼 I was cleverly seen through🤣
No matter how much you hide it, people's true nature is easily seen through.It's conveyed to a surprising degree.
No,
what was all that wasted effort until now!!!
I wanted to be seen as cool,
so the parts I desperately tried to hide,
saying "this is no good," "I hate this," "this is embarrassing,"
from the outside,
actually turned out to be my coolest parts.
The people I love most
didn't wish for me to be a perfect and useful human being,
but for me to be laughing happily and enjoying life.
When I realized that,tears just poured out.Even when I was bedridden with adjustment disorder
and calling my mother crying every day,
she would say, "You'll be fine~ lol"
and send me funny photos
of the cat at my parents' house.
A former boss, old enough to be my parent,
treated me as a human being,
like a friend.
I was desperate to be perfect,
but there are so many people who love me as I am,
and who value me highly.
Even though I am so blessed,
why was I
the meanest to myself,
adopting only the harsh, critical voices against myself,
and moping around?
I have the power to make things happen just as I am,
so why did I take such a long way around
and strangle myself?
I reflected on this very deeply.
When someone offers me warm feelings,
saying "I like you!" or "That's great!"
throwing it away by saying "No, that's not true!"
is, after all, sad.
No matter how much I'm not being myself,
even when I'm thinking, "I'm such a terrible person..."
there are so many things being given to me.
Water comes out when I turn the tap,
and if I get hungry in the middle of the night, I can buy something immediately.
All of that is only possible
because someone is supporting me.
The fact that they are giving to me means
I am also unconsciously giving to them.
My existence
is becoming someone's joy, hope, or possibility.
This isn't about
forcing yourself to be grateful or anything like that,but rather,since you are being given things,
and you are giving things yourself,why not stop going out of your way to pretend it's not happening?
That's what I mean.Rather than holding back, doubting, and not receiving,
isn't it happier for you to just honestly receive what you can receive??
Everyone is so kind~
I'm super lucky
😗
It might sound a bit carefree and silly,
but being like thisreally boosts your self-efficacy,
and the people around you become kinder and kinder too.
And
the more you can receive, the more you become a manifestation-prone person.
Don't complicate things for yourself.
Don't try to be proper.
That's all from the scene🫡🔽🔽🔽 Related articles
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