20260319 [Article] The Story of Children Who Can Read the Room - The Pitfalls of Support

Hello everyone. This is Uri Hoshikawa.
It has been about a year since I started working as a child development support worker last April.
Since there is no single correct answer in daily support, I am always like a balance scale,
considering various pros and cons,
the pros and cons of a child's behavior when thinking about their support goals,
and which was the best choice in that situation?
I provide support while thinking from various perspectives and reflecting on it afterward.

Today, I want to talk about a pitfall in supporting children: "children who can read the room."

Children who can read the room

Even now, as I observe children in my role as a "child development support worker,"
many of the children who come to us have characteristics where they cannot read the room or understand others' feelings,
and there are quite a few children who come to us because they or their families are suffering or struggling with this,
but on the other hand,there are also children who can read the room quite well.They are just like the child in the thumbnail image of this article, smiling and saying,
"I'll do it," and taking on tasks.
I am intentionally using the expression "children who can read the room"
as a form of self-admonition.

They are children who are "helpful" from an adult's perspective

From a support worker's perspective, those children are extremely helpful.

The children who come to the facility where I work spend time in smaller groups than at school.
For example, when we decide to do something as a group within the facility,
there are many children who cannot read the room or who assert themselves quite strongly by saying "I don't want to do it,"
and while interacting and dealing with adults (support workers),
it is a huge help when children who are good at reading the room say things like
"I'll do it" or "I'll take care of it."

However, I think about whether or not to accept that offer.
How many times has this child said they would do it in this kind of setting?
How many times have they asked to do it?
I also wonder if they are saying they will do it because they are reading the room rather than because they actually want to.

There are times when I do ask them. Yes. I say, "Okay, please do it,"
and experiencing the approval of others for having fulfilled their role and being recognized is likely a good experience for them.
On the other hand,I have decided not to ask those children to do everything, all the time.
This is
because I believe they suffer greatly precisely because they can read the room.

What I mean by that is,
because they can read the room, they judge that "it seems like it would be more helpful to others if I did this now" and put themselves last,
or they chose something to match the atmosphere of the moment even though they didn't honestly like it at all,
or deep down in their hearts they didn't want to do it and hated it,
and I believe they are prone to harboring that kind of frustration that doesn't surface at first glance.

That's right. The reason this happens is that children who can read the room
"are taking on too much responsibility for adjusting the atmosphere of the situation."

It is easier for support workers to do everything themselves or rely on the children

From the perspective of an adult support worker,
rather than the adult doing everything,
or asking a child who said "I'll do it,"
it takes far more effort to provide support while constantly discerning and drawing lines about which parts to ask for and which parts not to.

These children who can read the room are watching the adults and those around them very closely.
Perhaps they are uncomfortable with situations where someone is troubled or angry.

That is why they say it immediately.
"I'll do it"
they volunteer,
or they might even take the initiative to mediate by saying,
"That's not good of you, [Name]," to cooperate with the support staff.

When that happens, the adults will feel relieved.
And perhaps one more conflict between the children will be resolved.
The child who can read the room understands that as well.

Sometimes, there are even children who say kind things like, "It must be hard for you too, teacher."
The support worker will smile, right? It's appreciated, isn't it?
But honestly, I worry about children who say things like
that show concern for the adults.

The difficulty of living when you can read the room

So, what happens when a child who can always read the room is doing that kind of adjustment in a community?
They have had many experiences of improving the atmosphere of the situation themselves.
They are like a lubricant.
The child has accumulated many successful experiences in that direction.

Then, they become someone who is immediately relied upon in any community.
They become someone who is immediately asked for help.
If not asked, they will say again, "I understand, I'll do it."
"Oh, I can be here because I have this role."
"Oh, I won't be disliked for a while because I fulfilled my duty today."

At first glance, they can read the room and keep things running safely, making it hard for those around them to notice, but
unfortunately, that child only came up with the idea to make the situation better,
it is not actually something they want to do themselves.
Naturally, a huge amount of stress builds up. But they keep going. And they keep getting asked to do more.

Being able to read the room can, conversely, lead to difficulties in that child's life.

Practice in not taking on the atmosphere of the room is necessary.

Did you notice after reading this far?
This child... has not refused even once, have they??
Even though they are taking on such a huge role in maintaining the atmosphere within the community over and over again.

That is right. In this way, they keep getting asked to do chores, asked to take on roles in the community, and they manage to handle them to some extent.
They cannot practice saying no, which is something this child is not good at.
They grow into adults with little practice in expressing their will, such as saying, "I don't like this," or "I want to quit."

Schools and workplaces are even more cruel, so there will be people who bring hierarchical relationships into such places and push various troublesome tasks onto them.
There are even people who make such kind people the scapegoats of the group.
There are also times when taker-type people push all the troublesome tasks onto kind people, yet take all the credit as if they had done it all themselves.

That is why that child needs to practice saying no.
It does not have to start with such a big practice of saying no.

"What color paper should we use today?"
And have them choose the color they like (instead of reading all sorts of atmospheres).
The supporter needs to convey things like, "Please ask someone else today,"
and they also need to learn that the situation can still run even if that child does not do it.

Why am I so fixated on this? - Childhood experiences -

That is because,it is exactly the life of a child who can read the roomand
it was a series of this.
I lived my life desperately reading the atmosphere of the room and unable to refuse requests from others,
and I ended up breaking my body and my mind.
It is what is called "burnout," which I wrote about in a separate article.

I came from what is called a "normal family," and thankfully, I was raised without any hardships.
However, the reason I became so good at reading the room is
because I took on the role of improving the atmosphere at homeI think.

Here, I do not particularly want to write about my parents' complaints or grudges, it is just a story about the family situation as seen from my perspective.
I respect my parents, and there are many things I am grateful for.
On the other hand, there are things that I think were tough now that I look back on them.

My father has always been a person who could not really engage in emotional communication (not just with me). It was a relationship that was closer than a stranger, but distant for a family. I would ask him things and he would teach me, and we would go out as a family, but I could not really have casual conversations with my father, let alone talk about my daily life or school worries. It seems that my father was generally in that state with my mother as well.

I grew up reading the various feelings my mother held, and sometimes listening to her complaints and stories. Moreover, since I was the eldest daughter, I might have become a "responsible big sister" even more.
That is why I read the room so much, mediated fights between my younger siblings and my mother, and listened to a lot of my mother's stories.

It was like that outside as well.
Teachers at school would also say things like, "Thank you for talking to the child who is prone to school non-attendance," or "Please include that child in the activity,"
(it is presumptuous of me to say so myself) but I think I had opportunities to be trusted by adults to a certain extent.

And so, I became someone who kept taking things on and could not say no.
If it were only that I could not refuse requests, it might have been fine.

I was swayed by the intentions of others, encountered being left out or harassed many times, and had painful experiences.
Even with things like that,I did not know how to say, "No! Stop it!"Also,I did not even understand that it was okay to ask someone for help.

I want thechildren who can read the room that I meet every day to have the means to protect themselves.I do not want them to live a painful life where their kindness is taken advantage of.

Summary

I think that for children, including adults, who can read the room,
honestly, it is not uncommon for them to have encountered something major up until now.
Family environment, school, relationships with adults they have met, etc.
In addition to such environments, their own personality and individuality may also be combined.

That is precisely why I hope that in support settings, we can recognize the hurt and inner conflict these children experience and provide a place where they can practice
not having to carry the weight of the room's atmosphere.

Just as we provide practice for children who struggle because they cannot read the room or understand others' feelings, I want to create a space at our facility where children who can read the room too well can also practice expressing their own feelings.

Thank you for reading this far.
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