A Journey of 'Expression' That Risked Everything: The Place Reached After Long, Painful Days

My fingertips remain frozen, unable to move.

Before the words I should answer with, only a sense of discomfort slips quietly through the depths of my chest.
'Something' is off.

I still do not know the name of that 'something'...

I thought. I worried. And then I thought again...

The light shines in relentlessly.
Even if I cover it with both hands, I cannot block anything out.

There is a 'narrative' embedded within.

But there is no 'certain voice'.

Only shadows fell, and it was terribly quiet.

'That painting is wonderful.'
'I am being saved by it.'

Those words always had a beautiful shape.

However————was what I was handing over truly 'me'?
Or was it just 'something' that happened to fit perfectly into the shape of someone else's void?

What is it that I truly want to 'express'?

The 'question' just kept piling up, soundlessly and quietly.

How much longer will I continue to trace its outline...

The creaking sound counts the time with regularity.
The seat next to me remained empty.

Yesterday, too, I was sitting between the 'question' and the twilight.
And today...
no answer descends.

There was nothing waiting for me when I looked back.
I just didn't want anyone to see the reason for what was streaming down my cheeks.

'...Is this as far as I go...'

Under a sky stained purple, I was, in a small way, trying to give up on something.
No, I couldn't even manage the act of giving up...

There was certainly a face I couldn't show to anyone.
There were nights when I didn't make a sound, couldn't make a sound, and only my shoulders trembled slightly.

Even so, even so.＿＿＿＿＿＿＿

Again and again, I broke,

and time after time,I stood back up.

And finally! The time has come.

Within my clasped hands, there is still no answer.
contained within.

Even so, the reason for the tears streaming down my cheeks
was finally beginning to
take on 'a single form'.

Thinking, worrying, getting hurt, giving up...
At the end of long, painful days...

I... might have finally obtained it...

I might have finally arrived!!

Yes...

What I truly wanted to express...

What I absolutely 'wanted to create'...

It's getting closer! (//∇//)💖💖🤣🤣

Yes \(//∇//)\‼️🤣

What I wanted to create...

It's... that comedy duo from back then...

Back when it was Nya◯ko Star, that
relaxed dance by Ango◯-soncho \(//∇//)\✨

I want to recreate that movement in a GIF‼️‼️
\(//∇//)\🔥🔥

Creation period of about 1 year \(//∇//)\✨

I've finally made it this far \(//∇//)\✨🥹

But, it's still incomplete\(//∇//)\✨😭💦

*I can't recreate the way the arms rotate.
*This languid step is also difficult.
*The movement of going back and forth from right to left is also...

No matter how many times I try, it's just failure\(//∇//)\😭💦
Honestly, I've given up and tried again more times than I can count \(//∇//)\😭

I will definitely recreate it perfectly someday \(//∇//)\🔥

Why, you ask?

I love this movement so much \(//∇//)\💖🤣

Pupu (ㆀ˘>з<˘)!

I don't know how many more years it will take, but
please watch over me with kindness \(//∇//)\💖

The 'Journey of Expression' is still ongoing \(//∇//)\✨　

I'll do my best \(//∇//)\✨✨💖💖💖

Thanks for watching \(*≧∀≦*)/💖

Haha \(//∇//)\✨
The end \(//∇//)\✨🤣

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Name: KIWO
[The Naked Me, AI, and Note. Loving 'Emo'♡]
I share 'Emo Art,' emotional illustrations
created through 'joint creation' with AI♪

Once it's finished, I will release the video generation prompt.
Please look forward to it.
When that time comes, please try making your own original character dance.
I hope you'll give it a try.

Huh? You don't need it?

Well, that's fair enough! Haha!

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