So Cold, Out of Control

Alone in my room, a glass of tipsy wine
Can't wait for tomorrow, my balance is collapsing
I want to be loved, but my voice won't come out
Deep behind my smile, loneliness rings out

Even when held by someone, my heart is not here
Spreading deep in my chest, so cold
Deepening every time we touch, empty emotions
Drowning in the night, out of control

Cluttered floor, heels cast aside
Only the sweet scent conceals the loneliness
Even the traces of tears blend into the darkness
Even the hope for tomorrow fades into the shadows

Unreachable love, slipping through my chest
Without words, I cling to the embrace
What remains after the warmth is emptiness
Deep in my heart, a frozen eternity

Even when held by someone, my heart is not here
Spreading deep in my chest, so cold
Deep emotions that won't be filled no matter how much I seek
Swallowed by the night, out of control