My Serious Fresh Start After 10 Years of Saying “I’ll Do It Tomorrow”【A Serious Self-Introduction】
Nice to meet you.
I am a salesman in my 20s who flies out of the prefecture 17 times a year✈️
I am married, and a baby will be born in 100 days👶
Honestly, along with the excitement, my “anxiety about the future” has also grown.
That is exactly why——
I can’t go on like this; I want to seriously change my life.
Thinking that, I started this blog🔥
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The person I am
My hobbies include collecting men’s accessories and stylish miscellaneous goods💍
Guitar🎸, muscle training💪, collecting goshuin (shrine seals), etc.,
I am the type who tries whatever catches my interest.
My MBTI is ENFP-A (Campaigner).
For better or for worse——
👉 I am “all-in on curiosity.”
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The “one phrase” that changed my life
From elementary school through junior high, I was dedicated to kendo for 9 years⚔️
I served as captain and intended to enter high school on a recommendation.
But in my third year of junior high, for some reason, I ended up competing in a track and field meet🏃♂️
Relay, 100m, 110m hurdles——
Surprisingly,
👉 I made it to the prefectural finals in all 3 events.
At that time, the coach of the high school rugby team who was at the venue said one thing to me.
“Your running is suited for rugby.”
With those words, I decided.
👉 I will live a life where I don’t tie myself to just one thing and experience many things.
From there, I went down the path of rugby🏉
I lived in a dormitory for 7 years from high school through university.
I even served as a dorm leader in high school.
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My encounter with side hustles
Dorm life had strict rules, and part-time jobs were prohibited.
At night, cell phones were collected and couldn’t be used until the next day📱
But I have strong material desires. Lol
👉 “I want to earn money somehow.”
That’s when I encountered Mercari, which had just started appearing at the time.
・Zero initial cost
・Just selling unwanted items
・Money immediately
👉 This was my first side hustle in life.
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But it didn’t last
I became a university student and wanted even more money,
so I tried various things like blogging and reselling.
However——
👉 None of it lasted.
・I jump on trends immediately
・But I quit before getting results
・I seek perfection and can’t move
Before I knew it, 10 years had passed.
“If I had just kept going back then…”
I’ve thought that many times.
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The reality that didn’t change even after becoming a working adult
After work, I’d be tired and think,
“I worked hard today, I’ll do it tomorrow.”
“I’ll just do it on my day off.”
Before I knew it, I was watching YouTube, anime, eating my favorite food🍜
👉 I was a genius at making “reasons not to do it.”
And I was strangely perfectionistic.
・I won’t post unless it’s 100%
・I keep creating until I’m satisfied
・As a result, I produce nothing
👉 A complete negative loop.
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Everything changed with my encounter with AI
One day, I casually tried out AI🤖
The first thing I did was
“Make this image look like a Bikkuriman sticker.”
——It was finished in a few seconds.
Honestly, it was a shock.
👉 I thought, “This is magic.”
I have always
・Liked drawing
・Liked design
But I gave up, convinced that I “had no talent.”
But AI was different.
👉 It turns the ideas in my head into reality just like that.
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I realized something here
Even though we are in such a convenient era,
👉 If I can’t move using this,
👉 Nothing will change in the future.
I was convinced of that.
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What I decided to do to change myself
I encountered a certain phrase.
“It doesn’t have to be perfect. Just put it out at 70%.”
This really hit home.
The me until now
Was “It’s no good unless it’s 100%.”
But from now on, it’s different.
👉 It’s okay to be gritty.
👉 It’s okay to take many shots.
👉 I will keep going.
Just like when I played sports.
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What I want to convey in this blog
This blog is
👉 **“The process of me, who never stuck with anything, seriously changing.”**
・People who want to do a side hustle but can’t move
・People who use “I don’t have time” as an excuse
・People who are struggling like my old self
I will be posting for people like that.
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Finally
I am still nobody.
Rather, it starts from here.
But——
Together with people who are struggling in the same way,
I want to move forward, even if just a little bit.
And someday,
👉 I want to become someone people think, “I’m glad I found this blog back then.”
If you can empathize even a little,
let’s do our best together from here on out🤝
I would be incredibly happy if you supported me!
