Compassion of Human Touch in the Karma of Poverty
Poverty is not a lack of currency,
but the frostbite of choices.
On the street corner, there is one who cannot bear the gaze of the wind,
and the sound of his bones becomes a basso continuo,
ringing beneath a white blanket named indifference.
Human touch is not about warmth.
It is the single stroke of a moment,
without clouding, on the mirror that is the other.
It is not sympathy offered through intellect,
but the act of gently applying the solitude within another,
to the fissures within oneself.
We all must,
without blaming others for the shadows at our feet,
yet without overestimating our own light,
somehow manage to survive this winter,
using only the temperature of words and gazes.
Karma is the repetition of the fate we have chosen.
However, the hand extended by another,
is a bridge that transcends that cycle.
It is the quiet proof that we are not alone in our suffering.
Always a byproduct of "freedom".
Compassion is not an emotion.
It is the final dream ethics sees before it sleeps,
The phenomenological miracle of an illusion,
Where "I" can tremble at the pain of "you".
To be poor is not a shame.
To dismiss it as "someone else's problem"
Is a profanity of language and a violence of silence.
The reason held in one's own hands,
The scales of profit and loss waver,
And behind the reaching for desire,
The sound of a poor wind blows.
Time flows on,
And one's own rusted hands,
Forget the strength to hold another.
Yet, the smile that floats there,
Is purer than the dust of the world,
Gently filling the depths of the heart.
It is the cycle of the self,
And yet, the warmth of human skin,
Enveloping this journey.
It is a treasure beyond compare,
With a resonance that transcends human boundaries,
The rhythm of life that sublimates even poverty.
Those who have stepped into the abyss of poverty,
Their footsteps shake the soil,
With hands that have lost a handful of sand,
They reweave their lives,
Yet the threads of the heart remain severed.
Wagered on that fleeting moment of relief,
An ignorant fantasy that sacrificed everything.
And now, when touching those impoverished hands,
A moment of compassion shakes the soul.
It is a warmth that envelops the cold reality,
And also a sign of hidden pain.
It is the curse of sorrowful empathy.
The phase of causality spun by the self,
Its convergence point is a return to a kind of 'nothingness'.
The superposition of meaning unravels,
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The fabric of attributes becomes thin,
and existence reveals the contours of its original form.
This process of peeling away, guided by inner necessity,
is itself the manifestation of purified karma.
There, only the absolute zero of
existence itself drifts.
Yet, in this state of extreme reduction,
a new threshold of perception opens.
Something that resonates in the realm before definition, before articulation.
It is the unmediated wave of presence
of the existence known as the other.
Passing through form and meaning,
touching at the foundation of being,
a subtle and fundamental resonance.
By touching the poverty of others, we are forced
to confront the poverty lurking within ourselves.
Therefore, this palm
reaches out to give, and then pulls back.
Deep within it,
the vortex of nothingness that everyone falls into awaits.
Yet, it is precisely within that vortex
that the strength of the human heart is tested.
Only by reaching out can one perceive
the essence of humanity,
revealing a new landscape that unfolds beyond.
An existence drifting within the shadows,
the web of causality woven by one's own hands,
wanders alongside the dust of passing time.
Blooming in the garden of darkness,
the fleeting yet beautiful tragedy of the self,
is a shadow reflected in the mirror of merciless fate,
and a fragment of it, though cold,
becomes a memory of human warmth,
turning into a quiet dawn that is illuminated.
One's own mistakes and joys and sorrows,
become layers upon layers,
sublimating into a melody of forgiveness entrusted to the warmth of human kindness.
A modest handful of light,
freezes the frozen darkness of the heart,
and the compassion of human skin rescues the fragments of one's own existence.
And the echoes of the karma cast away into the wilderness,
amidst that desperate suffering,
become seeds of new hope,
breathing in secret.
The touch between people,
the overlapping of warm skin,
is a soft, azure melody that wraps around the scars one has carved,
resisting eternal solitude,
a fleeting yet sublime prayer.
While bearing this merciless fate,
the contradictions and passions lurking within me,
will eventually melt into the beyond of time,
and as a single spark of light,
will welcome a new dawn once more.
Like a pebble,
picked up by no one,
a life worn down by the soles of shoes.
Goodwill is folded like a banknote,
and even as it circulates like currency,
it leaves no warmth in anyone's pocket.
For those who have fallen due to their own karma,
to look down upon them while they remain fallen
and speak of retribution—at the corners of such a person's mouth,
there is no honey, but the bubbling of sulfur.
In a winter station, inside cracked hands,
a single can of coffee
pierces a hole in cold ethics.
To touch someone
is far more difficult than to judge.
It is to loosen the shell of the self
and press one's own pulse against the wounds of another.
In a corner of this night,
rather than speaking of the 'why' of the impoverished,
to sit quietly beside them and share the sound of the wind—
that silent stillness is,
the truth that remains after words have been exhausted.
The woven pattern, the threads of cause and effect, are tangled,
and now reduce the self to a state of nakedness.
The garment of vanity called wealth has peeled away,
and the tower once boasted of has vanished like a phantom on the sand.
This is, truly, my own doing.
Just as the principle holds that one cannot reap what one has not sown,
the harvest time for my choices,
my sloth,
and my arrogance has arrived.
The clamor of the market has faded away,
and the lights of the festival no longer illuminate my window.
There is only the wind that chills to the bone,
and a sense of lack that seems to gouge out my very insides.
Yet, in this moment of becoming a stripped-bare existence,
there is a strange discovery.
Something that was once separated by thick walls,
and lost from sight.
It is a faint warmth.
On the frozen street,
or in a place of humble, makeshift slumber,
the human skin I touch unexpectedly.
At the point where calculations, ulterior motives,
and the ladders of social status have all evaporated,
there is simply the lukewarmth of life that exists there.
The direct warmth of a moment sharing the fragility of existence itself,
something I could never feel when I was wealthy.
Direct warmth.
Pity is sometimes accompanied by the superiority of the one bestowing it,
but 'that' which I touch at the bottom of this poverty is different.
It is closer to shared suffering.
A voiceless resonance,
where we understand each other's voids and coldness,
through skin-deep sensation.
Before words,
a sense of being connected at the roots of existence.
The crucible called poverty, which I brought upon myself.
There, I was melted down and lost much.
Yet, from those ashes,
like a paradox of alchemy,
pure 'compassion' emerges.
After stripping away all vanity,
the truth of unadorned human skin,
which I was finally able to touch.
Things that abundance never showed me.
Poverty reveals.
The "compassion of human skin" gained in exchange for this pain is,
brought about by one's own deeds,
an ironic, yet profoundly human treasure.
Reaching emptiness, one knows the truth.
That warmth is, more than the memory of lost wealth,
deeper and heavier.
