I Tried Looking at My Past Life (+ Announcement for Monitor Recruitment)

It has been a while.
I apologize for not being able to update recently, as I have been feeling unwell due to the influence of the new moon and the Lions Gate.

At the same time, things I want to do and learn have been flooding into my mind, and I have been spending time organizing them, so I haven't been able to open Note much.
It is also because my child has started summer vacation and I no longer have time to myself...

Actually, the other day, I tried looking at my past life using a horoscope and tarot cards on a whim.
Then, to my own surprise, everything connected, and a very concrete image of my past life emerged.

Today's article will be about that image of my past life.

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The Past Life Image of Ashiru Otomizu

I am writing about the specific divination methods in another article (it seems like it will be very long), but please let me touch upon my past life here briefly.

To put it simply,a nun from a fallen noble familyis my past life.
A nun who made service activities her life's work, wanting to guide and save many people while putting her own emotional wounds on the back burner.

Originally, she was born as a daughter of a noble family.
However, no boys were born into this family.
Due to internal family strife, she was raised as a boy, the position to inherit the house, even though she was a woman.

Her name was Rix.
It is believed she was born and raised in East Frisia (Germany).
This information began when I had a brief conversation with a 4-year-old girl I met during meditation the other day, and she told me her name.

At a glance, I felt, 'This is the childhood of the woman from my past life.'
It wasn't that I heard voices or sounds, but whenever something comes down to me, characters always appear in an extra-large Mincho font.
When I asked, 'What is your name?', the characters 'Rix' appeared in that extra-large font.

When I looked it up, I found that the name 'Rix' is seen in the Netherlands and East Frisia.
However, when I looked closely, it was a male name.
The one I met during meditation was certainly a girl wearing a dress.

When I felt a sense of discomfort and asked the tarot cards, they told me she was raised as a boy halfway through to maintain the family.
Perhaps, despite being a noble, she was hardly taught the etiquette of living as a woman.

After that, the family eventually faced a crisis of collapse.
She tried desperately to rebuild the house until the very end, but Rix's efforts could not save it.
Even though she was raised as a boy, she ended up being forced into a political marriage with someone from a good family she was lucky enough to meet.
For the family, this political marriage was a major turning point in fate that could reverse the situation in one stroke.

However, she was treated as a mere pawn by her husband, dominated, and driven into loneliness.
Rix, who had become mentally ill, was sent to a convent.

Rix, who had come this far without receiving the love she should have been given, fell into a forbidden love with one of the men with power in the convent (an abbot, a priest, etc.).

Nuns must vow chastity and rarely have contact with men.
However, there are records that at the time, female domination using the power of priests and abbots behind the scenes was indeed rampant within convents.
Rix must have been one of them.

The partner easily betrayed the pure woman who had a physical relationship despite it being forbidden and believed in true love.
Since it was a taboo act, it would be game over regardless of one's position if it were discovered.
Perhaps they were in danger of being found out, so she was easily discarded.

She would spend the rest of her life carrying the emotions she felt from this event.

Because Rix prayed from the heart as a nun and performed service activities with all her might, she was trusted and relied upon by many people until the end of her life.

However, during that time, her heart was always in tatters.
She lived hiding her own emotional wounds, deceiving herself, and thinking only of saving others.

She was someone who actually wanted to pursue spirituality and peace more.
She must have closed her heart due to the betrayal by the person she loved, and could not pursue it satisfactorily.
That was reflected in my natal chart.

In this life, my mission is to advance the pursuit of spirituality and divinity and spread it to the world.
At the same time, to eliminate domination from partnerships.

These two things are the challenges I brought with me from my past life to work on in this current life.

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Request for Past Life Reading Monitors

*This has reached capacity, so we are closing applications. Thank you to everyone who applied.

I also had the chance to look at the past life of a mutual follower on Threads through a connection, and it was fascinating how well it connected and matched the karma shown in their horoscope.

When I told them, they mentioned that it was a similar result to the past life image they had been told by another healer in the past.

I am thinking about making paid readings a menu option soon, but before that, I would like to gain a bit more experience with these past life readings.

Therefore, I am looking for about 5 people to serve as monitors whose horoscopes I can use.

The details are as follows.

Basically, I would like to communicate via DM on Threads or Instagram.
The inquiry form for creators on note doesn't seem to be working well, so there is a possibility I might miss it.
I apologize for the trouble, but please be sure to send the following 3 items via Threads or Instagram.

・Date of birth
・Time of birth
・Place of birth

Threads(I am mainly here)

Instagram(I am not active here, but I do check it)

If you are curious about your past life or want to know how it is desirable to live in this current life.
Please feel free to contact me, including any questions or concerns you may have.

I will also proceed with writing an article about the specific divination methods so that I can publish it as soon as possible.
I hope you will look forward to it.