6/19 I was finally able to go to the place I've been longing for

Ephemeral is celebrating its 3.5th anniversary on 6/19, and since special guests Wellshia-san and Issei-san were going to be there, I decided to try and go because I wanted to see them at least once!
But I've never been able to get in before, and since it's an anniversary, I knew the competition would be high, so I thought it would be a miracle if I could get in.
I felt lonely going alone, so I invited my friend Hinamaru-chan to join me, and I sent in the request as the representative!
I was chatting with Hinamaru-chan while waiting, and when I opened the menu to check the time,

KESO-san has invited you to Ephemeral

Huh? ...Huh? ...Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
It came!!!!! It came!!!!
Huh??? Is this not a dream???
I never thought I'd actually get in, so I was incredibly shaken and kept pinching my cheeks until I entered, lol.
Ouch... it's not a dream... wow, I can actually go...
And then, time to enter.

Hello, welcome to Ephemeral.

Waaaaaaaaaaaaa😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I finally made it hereeeeeee😭😭😭
While I was waiting for Hinamaru-chan with teary eyes, the Dark Merchant talked to me and taught me various things; he was so kind, and I was moved.
And then Hinamaru-chan joined up later.

After we joined up, the Dark Merchant kept us company until we were guided to our seats; what a kind person he is. When he asked, 'Who did you come to see today?', I said everyone is cool and I want to see them all, but if I had to choose, it's Aldora-san. But seriously, there are just too many people I want to see, or rather, talk to. It's tough.
And then we were guided to our seats along with the people we were sharing a table with.

Hehehehehehehehe
I'm sitting in this seat... is it really a dream?
And then the long-awaited hosts arrived, and I saw the performance of pouring champagne into the champagne tower; it was so cool and felt like a real host club, which made my heart race.

I never thought I'd be able to see this sight in VRChat. Is this the best?
And then the long-awaited time came. It was really hard to choose just one person from among them.
The one I nominated in the first rotation was Hamu-san.

He is truly a bundle of attentiveness😭
And his visuals are great. This is it. This is what it's all about.
While I was incredibly nervous, he talked to me so kindly as if to ease that tension... ah, it's truly so comfortable😭
And he's a great listener, too!!!
The three of us, including Hinamaru-chan, were talking, and the way he was so interested in the squirrel Hinamaru-chan was holding, and the charming parts he showed glimpses of along the way were truly wonderful; it was the best😭👏✨
It was such a wonderful time that I'm glad I nominated Hamu🤍🫰
Before I left the seat at the end, he knelt down and kissed the back of my hand, and my heart was dancing, or rather, going wild. Huh? Does he do this every rotation? Huh? This is dangerous. My heart hurts!!!!! I love youーーー!

15 minutes passed in the blink of an eye, and my time with Hamu was over, so I was soaking in the afterglow.
And after a short break, the next group arrived.

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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
The person I wanted to see is hereeeee😭
I mean, everyone here is someone I wanted to see😢😢😢
Ah, they are in my field of vision... ah, so dazzling.
And the one I called out to was KESO-san.
We talked in the first half, but I missed the chance to take a photo😭
So I'm sorry, but here is a photo of the original champagne.

KESO-san's voice is truly wonderful, and it's a gentle voice that suits his visuals well. He is truly a gentleman, and his handling of the reception at the beginning was also very good; I thought he was a wonderful person. He listened to me kindly even though I was a first-timer and didn't know anything, and he looked me in the eye while talking; his eyes were so beautiful I thought I might get sucked in. And his voice, shall I call it one with a sense of capacity for acceptance... this feeling of kindness coming through his voice was truly wonderful🥰 It was only for a little while, but I want to talk for a full 15 minutes next time, so I intend to call out his name.
Please wait for me. I will definitely go again next time!

And then, in the second half, after KESO-san said 'Wait a moment!' and left the seat, Aldora-san came over😭 It turns out the question I was asked while waiting at the beginning, 'Who do you want to see?', was foreshadowing that was resolved here😭

Am I dreaming?
That Aldora-san is right in front of me, in my field of vision, his voice echoing in my eardrums.
He's brushing his bangs back, one shoulder is bare, he's so cool, my heart can't take it!!!! My heart is pounding and won't stop!! Am I dying? Am I going to die? No, I can't die. Aldora-san is talking to me. It's too much. He looks me right in the eyes while he talks, he pets my head, I was completely smitten the whole time. Every time I heard his voice from above saying
"Are you okay?" when we were taking the photo, I felt like I was going to panic and my heart was going to jump out. I never thought I'd be able to talk to him like this, I'm truly overwhelmed with emotion. It was the best time ever.

And after a short break, we switched to the next group, but during the break, I kept talking to Hinamaru-chan about how 'It's crazy, it's crazy!! He's too cool, I feel like I'm going to faint!!' lol

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The next group included our guest Issei-san, but you see, there was someone I really wanted to talk to. That's right. This person.

Ahan♡♡Inari-shan♡♡
I lost my composure. I am very sorry.
I raised my hand before I could even think.
I apologize to everyone I shared a table with😭
But I wanted to talk to Inari-san, so I called him over right away. Please forgive me😭
He came over, but... I couldn't look at his face. If I looked directly at him, I felt like my soul would leave my body. He was too cool.
We were looking at each other while I was on his lap, and he has such a sweet, beautiful voice!!
You're a sinner, Inari-san. Don't stare at me like that.
I'm going to melt. And the way he puts his hands on my cheeks and ruffles them is just too cute.
What is this, being both handsome and cute? My heart is dancing!!
When I stood up from my seat, he kissed the back of my hand, but... hiiiin(  ߹꒳​߹ )I love youーーーーーーーーーーーーーー！
He was a prince. Inari Prince🤴 My eyes were hearts the whole time.
Next time, I want to be able to look him in the eyes more when I talk.
It's frustrating. I should have looked at him more instead of being shy.

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The next group was the last rotation😢
It's ending in the blink of an eye😭
I'm so happy to be able to see such handsome hosts, time is moving too fast.
The person I called by name in the last rotation was Nagaoka-san.

This time I was talking with Hinamau-cha and the three of us, but...He's too cool to talk to!!!
I felt like my voice would just be noise, so I didn't even want to speak. He has such an incredibly good voice and his face is so good, I thought I was going to ascend lol
I was so overwhelmed by his coolness that I don't remember what we talked about.
Before I knew it, it was time for the group photo in the room.
I think I was just showering him with compliments.
I felt like I was going to lose my composure, so I think I just kept complimenting him??
I should have talked to him properly!!!
Aimaru, you idiot!!!!!
Let's talk about many more things when we meet next time!!!
I don't know... his hairstyle, his face, his voice, everything just hit me right in the heart.

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All rotations ended and we moved to the entrance for the after-party, but my body demanded a bathroom break, so I made the mistake of going to the bathroom during the after-party. I'm such a fool.

After-party

I want to go again already.
When is the next business day?